I don't remember when she left
It was sudden
too sudden
I don't remember when she left
but the stiffness
the stillness
is burnt behind my eyes
I don't remember where she is
where she sleeps
where she lays
if the ground above her
is thick enough
warm enough
if it snows
I don't remember when they started replacing her
like grains of white sand
spilling out
everywhere
from her eyes
ears
skin
bones
I don't remember
when I forgot
who she was
I don't remember when I left
Nov 13, 2023
Nov 13, 2023 at 11:02 PM UTC
But Icarus even if you fell you touched the sun
You chased the light
But you never knew that the light could burn so harshly too
That those who’s the brightest burn the quickest
But oh Icarus even if you fell you flew
You flew with the wind blowing through your hair
and the sun kissing your skin
You flew with wings made of wax
and eyes too bright
And maybe that’s why the sun tried to embrace you
Because your heart burn even in the darkest of cold in the emptiness of the tower
Because you shine even in the night where even the sun couldn’t reach
But Icarus even if you fell you were remembered
Because even if you fell you burn so brightly
You laughed as your wings burn and melt
And as you fell back to the cold emptiness of the void the ocean the sea
You set the world on fire for just a second then
…but there’s always a certain tragedy
in setting the world alight
and watching it from the middle of the flames
Aug 15, 2022
Aug 15, 2022 at 2:55 AM UTC
It’s cold. It’s always cold. It’s not that simple cold that you feel on a winter’s day or the shiver when you drink a cold drink. It’s something hollow and empty. Like something's missing and it aches. It’s a soul deep cold and tiredness that you just can’t shake. Some of the time it’s just a small twinge, but some of the time it’s all consuming. It’s painful even. You feel like there’s a hole in your chest and you don’t know why. It isn’t like heartbreak, where the wound would eventually heal. There is nothing to heal from. It’s irrational, contradicting, and all the time you just feel this terrible terrible void that ***** in everything and anything, leaving you a shell of your former self.
People only check your smiles, never your eyes, so it’s easy to deceive them. It’s easy to paint a smile on your face and laugh like nothing’s wrong. You’re too afraid to ask for help because you know they would always just laugh at your face and said, “It’s your choice to stay sad, just cheer up!”, and you just laugh and shake your head like nothing’s wrong because they don’t understand and there’s nothing you can do. Say “I’m okay” to those who ask when in truth your screaming in your head for them to notice that somethings wrong because your at the end of your rope and god it hurts, and say “No, your not.” But it never happens, because they always try to avoid the painful truth, and then your left alone again, to fall, and fall, and fall.
Apr 4, 2021
Apr 4, 2021 at 9:41 AM UTC
The Dark King hides within shadows and fiends;
Injured in a fight the world has never seen.
The White King stands on a pillar cracked;
Proud but wounded begins his final act.
Neither can live while the other survives;
Both Kings fall as the Final Battle arrives.
New dawn comes as the new Kings rise;
Painted in red by the Old Kings demise.
May 15, 2020
May 15, 2020 at 6:34 AM UTC
Along the bustling roads
And throughout town
I wander alone on the streets
Like a ghost among crowds
All around I see friends,
grouped together like families
Oh, right, I almost forgot
It’s nearly christmas eve
Look around, all the happy faces
Cheerful, excited, hopeful
Things without meaning
At least, that is to me
They walk and talk
Run and hide and laugh
Blissfully unaware
Of the monochrome sky
Twilight, now
The road empty, the town quiet
I walk along the streets
Among lost spirits and lonely shadows
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 4:33 PM UTC
One, two, three, four
Go and hide and hide you do
I find you and you start to run
And I chase and chase and chase
But you catch me before I can try
Then you pull me under
Under the waves
the ocean
Bring me to the place
I’ve never known
Show me wonders you see
And the freedom you feel
Wander, and wander I do
Adrift the world
No goal in mind
Perhaps to find something that I can hang from
Something I can climb
Maybe see the world from above
Or perhaps under the blinds
Fire from the hearth
But now all that is left is embers
A gentle breeze
And the last warmth is gone
Replaced by the freezing cold
And the ghost that came along
Looking for a treasure
A gift with wings
One that can set me free
On which where hope's alight
Finally I
Found it utop a tree
A necklace of rope
And the courage to fly
Feb 8, 2020
Feb 8, 2020 at 4:12 PM UTC
Perhaps,
sometimes,
we need some space,
silence,
some time alone.
But yet,
everytime I ask,
they laugh,
and laugh,
and jeeringly ask,
'What's wrong?'
Maybe I don't want to talk,
Maybe I don't need to talk;
Perhaps,
sometimes,
we just need space.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 12:28 PM UTC
In the time of darkness,
The light remains.
Perhaps a flicker,
Almost in vain.
The hope it still gives,
The path it shows;
Even on the dawn of new eve,
Where the world nearly froze.
Neither can survive,
While the other dies.
The double-edged sword lives,
Thrives in deceit and lies;
But no one can stop
As the worlds collide.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 8:03 PM UTC
Untold secrets and untold lies,
They thrive and live and die.
Withered and forgotten,
Waiting to get rotten.
With thousands underneath,
Truth is just as incomplete.
Layers of dust and dirt,
Simply to cover up the hurt.
Is there anything we know,
Other than the ones we're told?
How do we truly breathe,
When this world is full of deceit?
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 7:12 AM UTC
The restless souls
Dark and cold
Deep below ground
Secrets are found
Where memories sleep
The past shall reap
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 7:28 PM UTC