Those nights you've had before, walking among the stars. Clear minded and your chin facing up.
Moments before, it started haunting again - therefore you looked up to the sky.
Every step and star makes you realize that you're still very here and the moon makes you want to stay.
But still
There is something missing.
The smell of burning herbs and the hint of burnt paper.
The memory makes you want tot drool, but the so much stronger self exhales upon those thoughts.
An expanding grin that knows its becoming a smile appears and shows itself again to the remaining calming stars.
Jul 17, 2019
Jul 17, 2019 at 12:02 PM UTC
I've been empty
I've been cold
I've been sad
But lately,
I am full
I am warm
I am happy
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
I am invisible
I am a prop
I am the background
I am Pandora's Box
I am unknown
I am tired
I am a shoulder
I am coaching
I am yours sincerly
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
I'm impressed.
Usualy downfalls happen in instant.
Today I was stuck in quicksand.
I am doing better, I can think, breathe and that's why I am writing this letter.
I am off to drink a beer; with a smirk, a grin, or anything near.
I laugh at you, depression.
You know me too well, but I have to mention: I wont forget this lesson
Because of you I can explore myself better. Sometimes it seems that even that doesn't even matter.
Jun 8, 2019
Jun 8, 2019 at 2:53 PM UTC
Mindfulness is essential, I've learned to discover.
Talk about problems, or just simple emotions, people tend to cover.
I ask seriously how they are, and if their bar isn't set too high.
I get high and question myself:
"Who's there for me?"
"Who's waiting for me? Who truly cares?"
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 12:53 PM UTC
Latley I've been screaming.
Alone at night, or at the trainstation.
It's silent.
There is a pressure, right under my heart and beneath the ribs.
The tension you feel when you scream is constantly present.
I've discovered that these are emotions I don't succumb to.
Acceptance.
May 8, 2019
May 8, 2019 at 8:27 AM UTC