Sometimes I wonder what its like to die.
Is it just silence all around as i lie?
Or is it just mysterious like the dark side of the moon?
I'll just wait, for i will be there soon.
Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 6:31 AM UTC
I sit and waits
As my time escapes
Wanting to leave this place
Not knowing what awaits
Is this really all of fates
Passing or failing is all takes
Being here is what I hates
But can't do much so I sit and waits.
Jan 19, 2019
Jan 19, 2019 at 7:51 PM UTC
In a world of new and mystery
I stand tall and look all around me
Madness in the air, Madness in my soul
It's like I fell down the rabbit hole
So many wonders, large and small
Creatures a blunder and all
A new world before my eyes
On the ground under new skies
Like in the books of my childhood memory
In this new world called Mercury
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 1:06 PM UTC
I'm not sure why or even how
And I'm still not sure on why now
But I do know that when I am with you i feel myself soar
Also i do know that without you i want to see you more
I've loved you since the moment we first met
I knew when you asked my name my heart was set
Even though you may not feel the same
I only have myself to blame
When i think about our chats in french one and two
I knew that i had fallen for you
When we talk or text my heart takes a leap
Because whether I'm with or without you my love for you runs deep
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 5:16 AM UTC
I think I'm lost
I have lost my way
I am losing my friends
I am about to lose my parents
I might be losing my job
I have almost lost it all
I know I lost my mind
I can feel myself loosing any emotion
I lost any sight of my future
I just keep losing things
I don't want to Lose it
I don't think i'm lost, I know it
Sep 12, 2018
Sep 12, 2018 at 11:22 PM UTC
Its just that time again...
When everything around you just crashes down...
I can't sleep with all this pain...
In my sorrows is where i drown...
Again and again i ask for help aloud...
But no one hears cause they don't understand...
I'm calling out but its just whispers in a cloud...
Can someone know that i'm falling and can not land...
In my head the winds are wild...
Thought after thought, where the memories are at...
No one does anything knowing i'm a broken child...
So 'cause i smile noting is wrong, How about that?
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 11:05 PM UTC
You think she loved you but she didn't
You thought life was perfect but it wasn't
You say you did love her, but you didn't
You knew everything would be alright with her, but it wouldn't
She loved you with all her heart, or so she thought you knew
She knew life was perfect when she was with you
She heard you say those three words everyday
She new everything would be alright even if you didn't say
She left for school and You stayed behind
Terrible thoughts in your mind
The paranoia took control
Forever you'll love her with heart and soul
She's loosing you, she can tell
Always she'll love you, for you she fell
Too much stress, and school to worry
Trying to find whats right to say, but always sorry
She loves you and you love her
Together you both thought, now and forever
But forever does come and will not last
So now just two friends, all this love is in the past
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 10:52 PM UTC
Time of old that could be new
Old feelings arise when I talk to you
I smile when I hear your name
And wish things could once be the same
We once were so close, but worlds apart.
We go back again, we could just restart.
Years have flown and days have past.
Our chats once long, but now barley last.
Time of old that could be new
I won't suppress these feelings when I talk to you
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018 at 4:16 PM UTC
You hate the way you see yourself
You hate the way you smile
You hate all the imperfections about you
You hate all of your flaws
But
I love the way i see you
I love the way you smile
I love all the imperfections
I love all of your flaws
So
Look closer to yourself
Look deeper into your smile
Because no one is perfect
Because everyone has their flaws
And
That makes you unique
May 11, 2018
May 11, 2018 at 5:12 AM UTC
What is it about me that is attracted to you?
I see her everyday, sitting there, like she do.
The way her hair falls to her shoulders.
The way she smile makes me want to hold her.
She beautiful in every way.
I'd be lucky just to talk her for a day.
Once a friend but I want more.
So I'll her heal her soul of sore.
She thinks the worst of herself but its a lie
Many flaws and pain in her eyes
She hurts deep down, with a shattered heart.
She knows that I will glue the pieces to a whole part.
She knows that i would make her mine in a heart beat.
I will hold her tight and sit with her in the crazy seat.
I'll linger on the sidelines for now, until you're ready.
Then maybe we could have a relationship nice and steady.
'til that day You do like you do.
Cause there is no one I'd rather be with except,
Just you.
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 7:46 PM UTC
