As I walk through the corridors of my life,
see a-me that seems familiar
but I can't remember it ,
It calls out to me
hear it but can't answer
a mirror of me calling out
and asking to be free.
I see it but won't answer
for the expectations to up hold,
are too painful to attain.
I crawl and beg for this suffering to end
as I see a-me I'm forced to be
and as I see a-me I want to be.
I search and search on how I can be both
but life itself won't let me be.
When will my suffering end?
when will I be allowed to be me?
The real me!!
When will I be allowed to be free?
as I constantly juggle between two personalities
as one who is me
and the other is who I am forced to be.
Jan 21
Jan 21, 2026 at 4:32 PM UTC