I need to get away,
I can’t handle these feelings anymore
Two people with so much love
And nowhere nearly enough to give
I want you and you
But I hate you and you
And at the same time I need you and you
Run with me
No! Stay ******
Don’t follow me
But please don’t let me be alone
Everything
will be alright I know
In my mind
In my heart
Sep 5, 2020
Sep 5, 2020 at 7:51 AM UTC
Do I want to cry?
Do I want to laugh?
Should I enjoy life or let it pass
I feel so good but equally so awful
Stop killing people
Stop bringing pain
Death is the only source of peace
Can’t find it in the human life
I’ve felt pain
I’ve felt joy
But when is the happy ending?
Where does the hurt stop?
I like to think it will all work out
But that ***** not gonna happen
Sep 5, 2020
Sep 5, 2020 at 7:49 AM UTC
when I bought you those flowers I knew they were already dead
so beautiful but I knew they were damaged
I'll just give my best effort I know I can do it in my head
come to find out the death of plants can be baggage
"water and give them sunlight they'll be fine" I say
"something tells me it's not enough"' you reply
there's no way, it'll be healthy someday
I'm still taking care of these flowers watching them die
they're almost gone now, fighting for air
I knew they would go but I didn't know when
I'm heartbroken but I know you don't care
but I know the day will come where I buy you flowers again
Sep 9, 2019
Sep 9, 2019 at 1:22 PM UTC
I leave my heart in cities
I've never been to.
In states
I've never seen.
And I wonder why I'm lonely
when I'm the only one who leaves.
There's a heartbeat
somewhere in me.
Though it chooses
not to love.
I do care,
but for a second,
so please don't press your luck.
Indestructibly hopeless.
I won't hide it,
I'm a mess.
I'm addicted to
this chaos,
and you don't want to know the rest.
Oct 1, 2017
Oct 1, 2017 at 10:59 PM UTC