I’ve met these few,
Lifetime friends,
At school it’s true,
But they met ends,
They won’t help and you knew,
I’m not one for trends,
So keep me away,
I dare you,
I guess it’s too late,
For you,
I’ll stay awake,
I’ll lay asleep,
I’ll stay in your wake,
I’ll lay and I’ll weep,
We aren’t all happy,
But aren’t all sad,
Its a weird mix of three,
Content being bad,
I wish I could fear,
Wish I could touch,
Wish that I could stop,
Loving you so much
I know you were the best,
Best I ever had,
Wish that the good,
Outweighed the bad,
Then I’ll never,
Get closer,
Until you tell me,
“It’s over”
I understand,
People don’t see,
I tend to rant,
On my poetry,
But it’s not for you,
Reading my piece,
It’s for my view,
My inner peace.
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
Just wanted to say,
Thank you,
For all those days,
You’ve all kept me alive, really
You don’t even know it,
But now I’m not my own species!
All this support,
All this help,
It stuck with me like a wart,
When I needed it the most!
So I thank every last comment,
For what you’ve done,
Changed a life,
Maybe more than one.
But my death is inevitable,
I am impatient,
Just know you’ve helped,
Just know you’ve tried,
Just know eventually,
I will have to suicide
Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 5:49 PM UTC
Am I happy?
Am I sad?
Is this good?
Is this bad?
These are all my questions,
I want help but,
I'm not open to suggestions.
I want peace,
I want life,
I want truth,
I want to be happy,
through all of my youth
Feb 25, 2018
Feb 25, 2018 at 4:50 PM UTC
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Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 6:26 PM UTC
When people say they love you,
They might be lying,
When you feel blue,
They'll keep trying,
But then it'll break,
You stare through the lake,
The secrets it hides,
Leave you sleep deprived,
Searching,
Needing an answer,
Waiting,
Needing an answer,
Then,
Lost the question,
Searching to no avail,
No need to persist,
No need to remember,
Remember when you kissed,
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 6:16 PM UTC
My heart,
Is beating in my chest,
I don't know,
If it'll ever cease or rest,
But I want the truth,
Are these mistakes?
Or adventures,
from my youth,
Do i even have what it takes,
Do I want to try?
Do I want to make life easier,
Will I crash, burn,
Fall like a meteor,
Fall from the sky,
I thought I could,
I thought I could fly.
The sun,
It's burning my sadness,
Is this good,
Will it leave pain or madness,
But I want the truth,
Am I insane?
All these questions,
Messing with my brain,
Do i even have what it takes,
Do I want to try?
Do I want to make life easier,
Will it end, die,
Fall from the world,
Fall from the lie,
I thought I could,
I thought it was goodbye...
Feb 10, 2018
Feb 10, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC
I know people,
who are determined,
to leave this world,
They'd rather take life,
Than give meaning to others.
Help themselves,
Open themselves to a lover.
Trials of life,
and I'm screaming for another
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 8:30 PM UTC
You pretend to like me...
You say you care,
but those lies,
i couldn't be less aware,
I raised to your voice,
I fell to your touch,
I didn't do what you said!
At least,
Not much.
I wanted friends!
I wanted to be in your life!
but yours is pain,
And mine is strife.
Sticks and stones,
may break my bones,
But at least I'm not like you.
At least I'm not part of your "crew".
You make me belong,
You're right,
You're wrong,
Feb 9, 2018
Feb 9, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
Voices say yes,
Family say no,
Friends,
don't want to see me go.
But my life says maybe,
It is never certain,
No-one wants to see me,
Drop the curtain,
As if I leave the stage,
They'll blame themselves,
Pain, Sadness and Rage.
The people that care,
The few aware,
They know I'm Trying,
They know I'm Crying,
They know I'm Dying,
Feb 8, 2018
Feb 8, 2018 at 5:33 PM UTC
People say I don't feel,
They say I have no pain,
Because instead they squeal
and look away
when instead i walk astray.
I don't walk to face my fears,
I don't jog to lose my love,
I don't run to find the end,
But i'm sure gonna catch up!
I walk to lose my fears
I jog to know my love
I run to know the end,
Because I've had enough!
I move to leave the others,
I move to find my friends,
I move to prove,
I just won't quit,
I just won't stop to rest.
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 3:53 PM UTC