Fidem-Faith - Hello Poetry

I once held dreams in steady hands, Mapped out my days, made careful plans. My thoughts were mine, my path was clear, Each goal defined, each purpose near. Then you appeared—no warning sign, And quietly rewrote this mind of mine. You slipped between each thread I knew, And tied them all somehow to you. Now every thought begins your way, From dawn’s first light to end of day. I wonder where you are, what’s true, If you’re thinking of me the way I do. It troubles me—I can’t deny, How you have come to occupy A space so deep, I can’t undo, No matter how I try to. And when a day goes by in silence, My heart drifts into quiet defiance— For missing you is more than that… It’s something deeper, where I’m at.

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Mar 28

Mar 28, 2026 at 3:51 PM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Where My Thoughts Became You

I once held dreams in steady hands, Mapped out my days, made careful plans. My thoughts were mine, my path was clear, Each goal defined, each purpose near. Then you appeared—no warning sign, And quietly rewrote this mind of mine. You slipped between each thread I knew, And tied them all somehow to you. Now every thought begins your way, From dawn’s first light to end of day. I wonder where you are, what’s true, If you’re thinking of me the way I do. It troubles me—I can’t deny, How you have come to occupy A space so deep, I can’t undo, No matter how I try to. And when a day goes by in silence, My heart drifts into quiet defiance— For missing you is more than that… It’s something deeper, where I’m at.

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I thought I was good at saying how I feel, that words came easy and always sounded real. But when I met you, my voice grew soft, I turned a little shy and forgot my words. You showed me parts of me I never saw before, and gently, without trying, you opened a hidden door. Feelings woke inside me, quiet, deep, and true— the kind of beautiful emotions I never knew… until you. I never really understood the power of eye contact until your eyes introduced themselves to mine. It could be a moment, simple and small, but something in my heart shifted—and felt it all. You make me feel seen in the simplest way, like I’m already enough just as I stay. You care for me so much it’s hard to believe, and I still wonder what I did to receive a heart so gentle, a love so true— how lucky I amto be chosen by you. I love our connection, how we talk and share, about today and tomorrow, and dreams in the air. It feels so easy, so honest, so right, a quiet kind of happiness, steady and bright. Yes, it scares me a little, because this feels so real. I don’t want to rush something this rare to feel. I want to go slowly, let every moment stay new… I want to let this feeling grow, and treasure each small step together we go. And if this path keeps leading me through, I hope it keeps ending… with you. 🤍

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Feb 14

Feb 14, 2026 at 8:50 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

With you

I thought I was good at saying how I feel, that words came easy and always sounded real. But when I met you, my voice grew soft, I turned a little shy and forgot my words. You showed me parts of me I never saw before, and gently, without trying, you opened a hidden door. Feelings woke inside me, quiet, deep, and true— the kind of beautiful emotions I never knew… until you. I never really understood the power of eye contact until your eyes introduced themselves to mine. It could be a moment, simple and small, but something in my heart shifted—and felt it all. You make me feel seen in the simplest way, like I’m already enough just as I stay. You care for me so much it’s hard to believe, and I still wonder what I did to receive a heart so gentle, a love so true— how lucky I amto be chosen by you. I love our connection, how we talk and share, about today and tomorrow, and dreams in the air. It feels so easy, so honest, so right, a quiet kind of happiness, steady and bright. Yes, it scares me a little, because this feels so real. I don’t want to rush something this rare to feel. I want to go slowly, let every moment stay new… I want to let this feeling grow, and treasure each small step together we go. And if this path keeps leading me through, I hope it keeps ending… with you. 🤍

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If everything could have been solved just by avoiding it, then it should have been solved a long time ago But I’m exhausted I wish I never met you I wish I never befriended you I wish for you to disappear from my memory I don’t want to hate you I don’t want you to apologize I don’t want for you to experience the sadness and loneliness you caused As much as happy memories we had but the ending is always what lingers I can stop hating you but I’ll never forget how much I cried how l had to beer the agony alone For as to be on good terms just get the hell out of my sight or find a way for me to erase our memories

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Jan 23, 2021

Jan 23, 2021 at 7:08 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Untitled

If everything could have been solved just by avoiding it, then it should have been solved a long time ago But I’m exhausted I wish I never met you I wish I never befriended you I wish for you to disappear from my memory I don’t want to hate you I don’t want you to apologize I don’t want for you to experience the sadness and loneliness you caused As much as happy memories we had but the ending is always what lingers I can stop hating you but I’ll never forget how much I cried how l had to beer the agony alone For as to be on good terms just get the hell out of my sight or find a way for me to erase our memories

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This life is filled with worry people always ask me what's so great about your story What makes you different Start with the mental finger print People only see whats on the skin Hey even I'm guilty of this simple sin We all judge and judgement isnt bad Yes judgment can hurt but it doesn't always make you sad My Life of many ups an downs 60 billion twists an turn arounds But I won I'm still living Fighting an owning this love an beat I've been given Welcome to my life, my world, an my mind I'm glad to be unique, one an only, one of a kind

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Fidem-Faith

May 12, 2020

May 12, 2020 at 9:57 AM UTC

austin-barker

My Life

This life is filled with worry people always ask me what's so great about your story What makes you different Start with the mental finger print People only see whats on the skin Hey even I'm guilty of this simple sin We all judge and judgement isnt bad Yes judgment can hurt but it doesn't always make you sad My Life of many ups an downs 60 billion twists an turn arounds But I won I'm still living Fighting an owning this love an beat I've been given Welcome to my life, my world, an my mind I'm glad to be unique, one an only, one of a kind

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There are people who call them selves friends. Yet they never were around because they liked you as a person but because they needed you for their benefit.

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Mar 1, 2020

Mar 1, 2020 at 2:41 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Note to myself: life lesson

There are people who call them selves friends. Yet they never were around because they liked you as a person but because they needed you for their benefit.

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I thought I was blessed having good friends, people I can relay on, create memories with, study together and live our own adventures... Then little by little the atmosphere changed... It felt as if they are annoyed and troubled by me. I denied that feelings and thought that I'm thinking too much about it. But slowly they started to have their own secrets, chat room, inside jokes, and then they started to hang out together without me.. I gave them million excuses for their actions, blamed my self for having a strict personality, got angry on my circumstances for not being able to hangout with them to certain places, and tried my best to fix my bad habits. Never did I realize the fact that I have never blamed them. I got so gloomy, depressed, and sensitive at that time. I still remembers how lonely I was despite being around them, how I acted dumbly as if I don't know anything, and that painful fake smile I had on my face. For years I stayed... Even when I knew what is best for me, I couldn't just leave and throw all the good things that we had together!! There were times where I was happy with them.. times where I smiled genuinely and laughed so hard (I miss those times).. and times where I was thankful to them... But things happen and we learn the difference between true friends that can be trusted and those who are only there to hangout with. After that incident I realize what I meant to them and finally decided to stop hanging out with them after long nights of crying.. It was hard at the begging to stop going with the people who you used to hangout with usually. It kind of felt lonely that the time we had together is no longer there. But I did what I believe is the right thing for myself. Even when it gets lonely sometimes, it is better than living a fake life. Time will pass and hopefully I learn from this experience and meet better friends. Although I'm not ready to have any honest contact with anyone for the time being..

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Sep 11, 2019

Sep 11, 2019 at 5:36 PM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Who I thought as true friends are no longer friends

I thought I was blessed having good friends, people I can relay on, create memories with, study together and live our own adventures... Then little by little the atmosphere changed... It felt as if they are annoyed and troubled by me. I denied that feelings and thought that I'm thinking too much about it. But slowly they started to have their own secrets, chat room, inside jokes, and then they started to hang out together without me.. I gave them million excuses for their actions, blamed my self for having a strict personality, got angry on my circumstances for not being able to hangout with them to certain places, and tried my best to fix my bad habits. Never did I realize the fact that I have never blamed them. I got so gloomy, depressed, and sensitive at that time. I still remembers how lonely I was despite being around them, how I acted dumbly as if I don't know anything, and that painful fake smile I had on my face. For years I stayed... Even when I knew what is best for me, I couldn't just leave and throw all the good things that we had together!! There were times where I was happy with them.. times where I smiled genuinely and laughed so hard (I miss those times).. and times where I was thankful to them... But things happen and we learn the difference between true friends that can be trusted and those who are only there to hangout with. After that incident I realize what I meant to them and finally decided to stop hanging out with them after long nights of crying.. It was hard at the begging to stop going with the people who you used to hangout with usually. It kind of felt lonely that the time we had together is no longer there. But I did what I believe is the right thing for myself. Even when it gets lonely sometimes, it is better than living a fake life. Time will pass and hopefully I learn from this experience and meet better friends. Although I'm not ready to have any honest contact with anyone for the time being..

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We are so different in our thoughts and interests.. I know that they get exhausted when they are around me sometimes.. I myself admit that I’m tired too, but I’ll keep at our friendship as long as they’ll see me as one. Although I’m not sure if they’ll do the same in return..

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Nov 30, 2018

Nov 30, 2018 at 6:52 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

wonder...

We are so different in our thoughts and interests.. I know that they get exhausted when they are around me sometimes.. I myself admit that I’m tired too, but I’ll keep at our friendship as long as they’ll see me as one. Although I’m not sure if they’ll do the same in return..

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Sometimes, we feel as if we’re lost wondering in space with no direction We try to hold on to anything that may lead us or even give us a slight push but again nothing change Despite all of that, we keep on walking and searching until we find our destination

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Oct 8, 2018

Oct 8, 2018 at 11:47 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Lost

Sometimes, we feel as if we’re lost wondering in space with no direction We try to hold on to anything that may lead us or even give us a slight push but again nothing change Despite all of that, we keep on walking and searching until we find our destination

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I kept myself busy till I got exhausted, and now that I’m taking a break to rest I remembered why I did that.. it was to keep my mind busy so I won’t have the time to think about it...

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Oct 8, 2018

Oct 8, 2018 at 11:43 AM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Repeating the circle

I kept myself busy till I got exhausted, and now that I’m taking a break to rest I remembered why I did that.. it was to keep my mind busy so I won’t have the time to think about it...

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I hate nightmares.. especially those painful once that are hard to escape.. those that when you wake up from you realize that it wasn’t a dream but a tragic memory that you couldn’t forget..

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Sep 7, 2018

Sep 7, 2018 at 4:16 PM UTC

Fidem-Faith

Nightmares

I hate nightmares.. especially those painful once that are hard to escape.. those that when you wake up from you realize that it wasn’t a dream but a tragic memory that you couldn’t forget..

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