You were great when I was not
I didn’t mean to, but I put you through a lot
It wasn’t me, who was lashing out
I couldn’t ever bring myself to shout
What was going on, in my head?
I cut you off and killed us dead
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 8:42 AM UTC
I’m aesthetic but pathetic
A rhetoric that’s plagued me
It’s why I hide my identity
My words are the focus,
Not the face behind the mask
Ironically, it allows me to be my true self,
Not placed on a shelf like an old relic
I’ve fought against ‘me’ for as long as I can remember
January to December
A never ending ember
Like how we used to be,
Burn so bright, a beautiful synergy,
A perfect match, so the flame was gorgeous
But it must die sometimes
So I lost you and my head
Because you gave him yours
How many more do you invite to your bed?
I lost count
A forced amnesia of our time together
A time that I was sure would last for forever
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
And I’ve been seeing things in my nightmares
I try to wake up
But it’s my life
I try to make up
To my wife
But guess what?
No-one cares
And no-one dares
To intervene or help a solo soul, ‘cause they see he’s so low and cold
Honestly, would you do the same?
Ignore a stranger in pain?
Probably not if it was like in the movies
‘Cause the person in pain is physically appealing
Someone you could be with, a fixer upper,
Instead I just fix me some uppers to cope with the natural downers
ie life
ie wife
Apology
ie knife
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 7:01 PM UTC
We're a generation who would rather
Get their phone out and film a disaster
Only then to realise that after
They made the wrong move, just to prove
That they were there, but did not care
When the world
Lost
It's humanity
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 3:17 AM UTC