Sometimes we wonder why the people in out life's stick around.
We think we are such terrible people no one should love us.
You wonder how people find you beautiful when you can't even stand to to look in the mirror.
You spend time boosting others self esteems because you can't boost your own.
You see the beauty in everyone else but you can't find an ounce of it in yourself.
Always looking to make your presence known,
so you're not forgotten about. You look for the good in all the bad.
You look for a reason to live,
only to find more reasons to die,
isn't that sad?
This world is so ******* up.
They say people who act less happy are just being deprressed.
Maybe everyone else needs to take of the rose tinted glasses that make everything seem so perfect.
This world is all about money,
***
drugs,
technology,
unreasonable body images for everyone to try to become.
No one is noticing the world falling apart.
You stick to yourself trying to make sure no one notices you falling to pieces.
Telling everyone you're OK,
putting on your mask and walking away.
Life just gets harder each and every day.
You latch on to what is left,
the tiny ounce that tells you to get up, get dressed.
It's not that you're afraid to die,
afraid of death.
you're afraid of how it will affext others around you.
You think of everyone else instead of yourself.
Everyone's happiness comes before yours.
You're tired all the time and no one seems to notice.
They don't notice your tears,
how much you try,
the smile you fake,
or the battles you face.
They notice your flaws,
your mistakes,
anything that will make you look down on yourself.
No one cared to help you learn perfection in your imperfections.
No bodies perfect and everyone has a dark kind of beauty inside them.
Jul 20, 2017
Jul 20, 2017 at 4:30 PM UTC
I wanna hold your hand all night
I wanna kiss you until I melt into your very soul
I wanna undress you with my eyes until the image of your perfection is embedded in my memory
I wanna be in your arms until I can feel nothing but you and the darkness that surrounds us becomes all we know
I wanna make love to you until the sun rises on us and we're blinded by sweat and high off the fire that sparks every time we touch
I wanna fall asleep in your embrace, secure in the knowledge that I am loved.
I wanna wake up next to you until...
Forever.
I wanna be with you until...
Eternity.
May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 7:43 PM UTC
M y love is like a red, red rose
Y oung with the dew-kissed promises of spring.
L aden with unique perfume,
O n a slender stalk it blooms
V ery near the edge of a sunlit garden,
E ndlessly transforming but always the same.
I offer you this rose in hopes that
S someday fields of them will shine.
L oving you turns ugly weeds
I nto rare exotic blossoms that
K iss the summer breezes with their scent
E ven as they wither and turn brown.
A bsolute perfection is my love and this red flower.
R each out and touch this rose I offer-
E very thorn is gentle and not sharp-
D o not fear of hurt from it.
R ather fill your senses with the joy of it,
E ndlessly fresh within your hand, and never
D ying, only changing to become more sweet.
R eceive this gift I bring to you and
O nly let me be that rose
S o that my soul lies in your hand and heart for all
E ternity.
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May 3, 2017
May 3, 2017 at 7:42 PM UTC
Don't understand the boy
everyone always treating him like a toy
Maybe if you didn't make him cry
Maybe he wouldn't want to die
so, save the slowly dying boy
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 9:19 PM UTC
Can you feel the pain
you sit there and cry all day
can't help feeling this
why are they always like this
tearing you down everyday
Apr 26, 2017
Apr 26, 2017 at 9:14 PM UTC
Why do you always fall for the ones who will never notice you?
Why do you cry over the ones who never wanted you?
Your mother formed your heart over nine months and you let them break it in 15 seconds.
Hiding all the pain away, pretending everything is ok. Your emotions are unstabble but no one can tell you because you hide it so well. You're there for everyone else so nothing seems wrong. you fake a smile, it has been there for so long. you fall hard or you don't fall at all.You act like you're tall even when you're so small. Your ego is up so high even when you're ready to cry. You act so confident even when noticing all your insecurities. You build yourself up just to let yourself fall again. you build your walls so high keeping out the hurt, but also keeping out the love you really want. You can't decide what to do , let your walls fall to get the love you want and deserve or keep your walls up to keep from getting burnt. You're caught somewhere inbetween thinking about everything.
Apr 18, 2017
Apr 18, 2017 at 10:19 PM UTC
Her hair was black
Her **** where saggy
she was five foot five
just the right size
she tried her best
to make me explode
I forgive her though
use the money well
life can be cruel..
help your kids in china
go to school
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 11:45 PM UTC
you left me alone to cry, but yet my eyes are still dry
You didn't want to hurt me I find that hard to believe.
you pretended to care, but you were just afraid of being alone.
Afraid of the consequences of getting involved.
you loved her but she didn't want you back,
the love I held for you is the love you wanted from her
and the love you held for her is the love I wanted from you.
I held you close to my heart but that doesn't matter does it?
I wasn't good enough because I wasn't what you wanted I wasn't her.
the words from your mouth faded away they weren't loud enough to break through to me.
I should have seen it before it was all right in front of me,
you wanted her you never wanted me
You said you didn't know what you wanted but I feel deep inside you really do
you just know that she will never want you.
You had something good right in front of your eyes, but wait I guess I actually wasn't considered good to you.
I let you think everything was ok,
I pretended that I didn't care.
The the emotions roll off of me and I try to protect you,
won't let you feel bad
even when my heart is breaking, you're the only consideration.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 11:37 PM UTC
Should I stay or should I go?
I guess you never really cared either way did you?
If I stay you will be bored with the words that come out of my mouth,
If I go you can talk to her and be at peace with yourself.
You're holding on to me because I love you the way you wish she would.
If she would just just hold your hand you would give me up just like any other man.
I ask you to hold me tight but even when you do, I know it's her you think about.
We say I love you but I never know if those words are meaningless to you.
Thecompassion you hold for her is outstanding oh how I wish I could gain that love.
one touch and I'm in shock but you couldn't give a f**ck.
everyday I fall closer to you as you pull farther away.
could disapear forever, I could let eberything go.
you wouldn't catch me you wouldn't hold on to any of it because you never cared and I'm falling out of place
miss placing my step, losing my feeling.
losing everything keeping me sane just for your sake.
it's time to let go it's time to stop something that's totally fake.
start something new, something without you.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 1:14 AM UTC