Faiths - Hello Poetry

In a place of absolute bliss I can sense your arrival Unlike any other I can see you approaching with a glisten in your eyes Alas, You have evolved Yet another height Never to be expected by many Your smile the purest form Like that of a child Your strength inconceivable How tall you’ve grown I see you I see me For it is me that has mutated to the essence of the authentic self Untainted by the world Yet from this world I can see your glisten Radiant as the stars in the galaxies Unknown to men Illuminating beyond all beliefs As I stand and leap forward to gaze into a closer look Let me see you Let me see me Now I’m captivated In hypnotic state of soul Never to be released For this is all I know..... All I ever want to know.

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May 6, 2019

May 6, 2019 at 12:32 PM UTC

Authentic Bliss

In a place of absolute bliss I can sense your arrival Unlike any other I can see you approaching with a glisten in your eyes Alas, You have evolved Yet another height Never to be expected by many Your smile the purest form Like that of a child Your strength inconceivable How tall you’ve grown I see you I see me For it is me that has mutated to the essence of the authentic self Untainted by the world Yet from this world I can see your glisten Radiant as the stars in the galaxies Unknown to men Illuminating beyond all beliefs As I stand and leap forward to gaze into a closer look Let me see you Let me see me Now I’m captivated In hypnotic state of soul Never to be released For this is all I know..... All I ever want to know.

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Stay me Why won’t you stay You continue to run from time running from what you fail to see is your own shadow Stay face me with me Together we can hold hands and interlock a bond unbreakable by the universe itself Can you not see that every eye contact you make is the deepest fears of yourself begging to be accepted and cradle Stay me Stop running Dwell for just a few and relinquish all control Allow the freedom of internal chaos to be your best dance yet Alas the revelation that fear was never tangible only imaginative Why won’t you believe for one second that the you that exist is the me you hide from Enough ! Now you see that me is seeking reconciliation Grab my hand place your face on mine Your lips on mine your heart beat on mine and release accept I feel you shiver, your hairs standing Don’t tremble dearest one I hear you scream “let go”! I watch you flee into the abyss I’ll be here again when you arrive saying won’t you stay with me just a little bit longer this time

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Dec 3, 2018

Dec 3, 2018 at 2:24 PM UTC

Stay me

Stay me Why won’t you stay You continue to run from time running from what you fail to see is your own shadow Stay face me with me Together we can hold hands and interlock a bond unbreakable by the universe itself Can you not see that every eye contact you make is the deepest fears of yourself begging to be accepted and cradle Stay me Stop running Dwell for just a few and relinquish all control Allow the freedom of internal chaos to be your best dance yet Alas the revelation that fear was never tangible only imaginative Why won’t you believe for one second that the you that exist is the me you hide from Enough ! Now you see that me is seeking reconciliation Grab my hand place your face on mine Your lips on mine your heart beat on mine and release accept I feel you shiver, your hairs standing Don’t tremble dearest one I hear you scream “let go”! I watch you flee into the abyss I’ll be here again when you arrive saying won’t you stay with me just a little bit longer this time

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Petals in the wind So effortlessly dancing around my chaos Ocean breeze pushing against the current of my soul Why so tormented are you Must you be drawn back to the ripples in the water of your evolution Of your rebirth Renewed Refreshed Rejuvenated Resurrected Remember Messages from and to within All lies in the wind Like petals in the wind Dancing so effortlessly in my chaos Life is the dancer and I the dance Remember

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Dec 2, 2018

Dec 2, 2018 at 3:32 PM UTC

Messages

Petals in the wind So effortlessly dancing around my chaos Ocean breeze pushing against the current of my soul Why so tormented are you Must you be drawn back to the ripples in the water of your evolution Of your rebirth Renewed Refreshed Rejuvenated Resurrected Remember Messages from and to within All lies in the wind Like petals in the wind Dancing so effortlessly in my chaos Life is the dancer and I the dance Remember

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Aware more than ever of the inner war raging within Rolling thunders caving at my soul So much chest pain When will I ever reach it's chest to unveil all that is owed to me But, how can I be so foolish again to ponder at the thought of judgment Lest, I seal my heart of an unknown knowledge to man I am the bottomless pit The highest peak The force of each effortless wave I am the whisper in the wintery nights and the comfort in each sun ray Open your eyes see it all Grasp it all Arouse each molecule Resurrecting the tasteless triggers that can upset the soul of the universe Even still, seal your heart Listen carefully for it's dancing rhythm and lest your smile be its violin.

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Jun 14, 2017

Jun 14, 2017 at 8:35 PM UTC

Sonar

Aware more than ever of the inner war raging within Rolling thunders caving at my soul So much chest pain When will I ever reach it's chest to unveil all that is owed to me But, how can I be so foolish again to ponder at the thought of judgment Lest, I seal my heart of an unknown knowledge to man I am the bottomless pit The highest peak The force of each effortless wave I am the whisper in the wintery nights and the comfort in each sun ray Open your eyes see it all Grasp it all Arouse each molecule Resurrecting the tasteless triggers that can upset the soul of the universe Even still, seal your heart Listen carefully for it's dancing rhythm and lest your smile be its violin.

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Passing images in the mind unable to escape the trail I once left behind Fully aware of the sun peaking through my sorrowful heart Almost lost my footing once before, never to slip so far into the abyss again A blood vow to the spirit within The childlike freedom of expression Face paint of words of truth, self efficacy, love and pain All inscribed Non erasable So I stop scrubbing and massage each word spoken, lived, triumphed over and sit back to watch the horizon

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Mar 29, 2017

Mar 29, 2017 at 10:46 AM UTC

Transitioning

Passing images in the mind unable to escape the trail I once left behind Fully aware of the sun peaking through my sorrowful heart Almost lost my footing once before, never to slip so far into the abyss again A blood vow to the spirit within The childlike freedom of expression Face paint of words of truth, self efficacy, love and pain All inscribed Non erasable So I stop scrubbing and massage each word spoken, lived, triumphed over and sit back to watch the horizon

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Making up my mind Making up my mess Making up the imaginative possibilities of what once was just wishful thinking Alas discovery in its limitless depths is consuming my core As I surrender to its harmonizing entanglements Vibrant colors nearly blinding the experiences yet still finding its loop holes to skip through with joy Maybe ready is not concrete but merely a myth With no matter of facts Presently I stand and reach out to tap into each color Each one whispering ticklish nows Bursting fingertip tastebuds in each soulful interaction While I sit back and enjoy the show

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Feb 27, 2017

Feb 27, 2017 at 12:49 PM UTC

Take a look

Making up my mind Making up my mess Making up the imaginative possibilities of what once was just wishful thinking Alas discovery in its limitless depths is consuming my core As I surrender to its harmonizing entanglements Vibrant colors nearly blinding the experiences yet still finding its loop holes to skip through with joy Maybe ready is not concrete but merely a myth With no matter of facts Presently I stand and reach out to tap into each color Each one whispering ticklish nows Bursting fingertip tastebuds in each soulful interaction While I sit back and enjoy the show

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Having the sense of urgency to explore the diamond in the rough The urgency to climb the highest peak Urgency to follow my own lead To kiss the face of God While dancing so effortlessly on hot coal To be in tune with the cries of mankind's heart for love Understanding that all that ever makes sense is the here and now After all it is all that is And in it I will soar to unimaginable heights While others drink of envy and deceit I soar

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Jan 11, 2017

Jan 11, 2017 at 7:31 PM UTC

Mandatory

Having the sense of urgency to explore the diamond in the rough The urgency to climb the highest peak Urgency to follow my own lead To kiss the face of God While dancing so effortlessly on hot coal To be in tune with the cries of mankind's heart for love Understanding that all that ever makes sense is the here and now After all it is all that is And in it I will soar to unimaginable heights While others drink of envy and deceit I soar

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Reminded of a time when I felt so dark inside Almost as if my identity was slowly being erased from this earth. My reflection one big blur. My identity non existent. I no longer recognize the girl in the mirror. Her pretty face with hollow eyes. A small part of her afraid for her. And the rest numb to the realization. Man! I almost lost her. I want to apologize to her. For almost refusing to harken to my truth. For almost extinguishing her bright contagious flames. For almost becoming the sad women, yet a beautiful fool. I now vow to fight for her To become the warrior princess she is destined to be. I vow to always listen to her truth I want to acknowledge her dreams and opinions. I embrace her like never before. Like war paint on my face, I will wear a smile whenever I want A tear whenever I want A grin and even a blank slate whenever I want. She is unapologetically me. Never to be hidden again Never an imposter of my truth - my true self I will be me- me in it's purest form And any disagreements or negative challenges or wills to change it will quickly be removed without hesitation. For she will be seen. She will be heard . She will be loved and aware . She will be. She is here to stay She is fearless, driven and believes in magical miracles daily. She is me. She is Shayleen.

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Jan 3, 2017

Jan 3, 2017 at 5:56 PM UTC

She

Reminded of a time when I felt so dark inside Almost as if my identity was slowly being erased from this earth. My reflection one big blur. My identity non existent. I no longer recognize the girl in the mirror. Her pretty face with hollow eyes. A small part of her afraid for her. And the rest numb to the realization. Man! I almost lost her. I want to apologize to her. For almost refusing to harken to my truth. For almost extinguishing her bright contagious flames. For almost becoming the sad women, yet a beautiful fool. I now vow to fight for her To become the warrior princess she is destined to be. I vow to always listen to her truth I want to acknowledge her dreams and opinions. I embrace her like never before. Like war paint on my face, I will wear a smile whenever I want A tear whenever I want A grin and even a blank slate whenever I want. She is unapologetically me. Never to be hidden again Never an imposter of my truth - my true self I will be me- me in it's purest form And any disagreements or negative challenges or wills to change it will quickly be removed without hesitation. For she will be seen. She will be heard . She will be loved and aware . She will be. She is here to stay She is fearless, driven and believes in magical miracles daily. She is me. She is Shayleen.

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Awaken my soul, body and spirit Awake and be known to thy self Awake and take hold of the beauty for ashes Awake -blast open your eyes No longer to be caught under the muck of past pains Disappointments have no definition now Awake and see that you are finally free Freer than you'll ever be

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Jan 1, 2017

Jan 1, 2017 at 12:05 PM UTC

Awake

Awaken my soul, body and spirit Awake and be known to thy self Awake and take hold of the beauty for ashes Awake -blast open your eyes No longer to be caught under the muck of past pains Disappointments have no definition now Awake and see that you are finally free Freer than you'll ever be

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Morning dew peeking through my window Fighting to shatter my darkness within. I turn over fighting my demons poking at my soul. Shouting to me that I won’t last long. Last couple of days, felt like a nightmare without escape. Not even my shadow wants to appear from the hell I’m living in. Staring at my reflection in the mirror echoes my pain, so I avoid my own eye contact, to avoid my pain. How can you live a life so pure, so true; to have it ripped right underneath you? Evil, betrayal, deceit, hate, **** die! Words, feelings, qualities all trying to consume my identity. How could this happen to me? As if I could be exempt from suffering. I forgot suffering, I forgot to expect it, I forgot it exist. But now its existence wars within me to destroy me. I don’t want to fight. Let me give in. Let me surrender to the truth darkness reveals, to a falsehood the light covered. All trust – obliterated into a million pieces floating in the air of black and grey. What will heal me now? Yet still, I must rise from this ugly place. The ground is cold and hard to rest on. The food lacks and taste of bitterness and hate. There is no sun, only a paralyzed eclipse. I scream “No more”! I have to leave this place. Nothing makes sense. I fight to remember my reflection without pain. I must. There has to be some beauty left in me. Rise! I must rise! I will rise! I am rising slowly.

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Dec 30, 2016

Dec 30, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC

Rise

Morning dew peeking through my window Fighting to shatter my darkness within. I turn over fighting my demons poking at my soul. Shouting to me that I won’t last long. Last couple of days, felt like a nightmare without escape. Not even my shadow wants to appear from the hell I’m living in. Staring at my reflection in the mirror echoes my pain, so I avoid my own eye contact, to avoid my pain. How can you live a life so pure, so true; to have it ripped right underneath you? Evil, betrayal, deceit, hate, **** die! Words, feelings, qualities all trying to consume my identity. How could this happen to me? As if I could be exempt from suffering. I forgot suffering, I forgot to expect it, I forgot it exist. But now its existence wars within me to destroy me. I don’t want to fight. Let me give in. Let me surrender to the truth darkness reveals, to a falsehood the light covered. All trust – obliterated into a million pieces floating in the air of black and grey. What will heal me now? Yet still, I must rise from this ugly place. The ground is cold and hard to rest on. The food lacks and taste of bitterness and hate. There is no sun, only a paralyzed eclipse. I scream “No more”! I have to leave this place. Nothing makes sense. I fight to remember my reflection without pain. I must. There has to be some beauty left in me. Rise! I must rise! I will rise! I am rising slowly.

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