I'm glad you were there
We didn't last but
The times we had
I was glad
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 12:47 AM UTC
How is it that the hopeless romantic finds herself with a player every single time?
They prey on her gullible heart
It gets torn apart
Over and over
And over again
And yet she remains hopeful
That what she’s looking for exists
That one day she’ll come across a man
Who will not only call her beautiful, but who will listen to what she has to say
Who will not only listen to her words, but remember things about her
Who will not only remember details about her, but fall in love with all the little things
Who will not only love everything about her, but feel she is enough
-Where are you?
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 4:09 AM UTC
When you get out of elementary
And you start craving for love
Whether for support or the joy of it
You feel like you’re flying high as a dove
Then it all comes crashing down
As you realize
That they like somebody else
And you fall
Into a pit
Of seemingly never ending sadness
And you throw a fit
That the one you loved left
Until you see another somebody
And you find they have feelings for you
And this cycle goes on
And on
And on
Until you find that one somebody
And then you dawn on something
That you and them
Are meant for each other
Forever
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 9:54 PM UTC
There once was a young girl, shy
And pretty, but unaware of her grace.
On late summer days she gazed up to the sky,
Trying to slow down worlds enormous pace.
She understood there was more outside,
than poppy fields and hazy clouds,
while most people blindly joined life's crazy ride,
she resolved to walk without the crowd.
On her untapped path she spotted a flower,
blue and lovely as she has never seen it before.
For flowers blooming in unexpected places she swore,
are the most beautiful ones holding the greatest power.
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 11:29 AM UTC
I know everyone dies
It’s fate
But just thinking
Truly thinking about it
Can get depressing
Your friends
Your favorite actors
Your favorite bands
All one day
Will be gone
I guess we live life
And we either die
Doing nothing
Or die
Doing something
It doesn’t have to be major
If you change at least one person
One person’s heart
For the good
You did something right
With your life
You died a legend
To that one person
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
Finding a lover is effortless
for some people.
They only want a few things:
Someone attractive, kind,
funny or rich.
But
I desire
something so much deeper.
I want
an intelligent mind
that wakes up thoughts in me
I didn't realize were hibernating.
I want
to converse, analyze and debate
without being conscious of
the sun rising and falling
between our words.
I want
to make a witty remark
at a coffee shop
so he can reply sarcastically
just for me to jab back immediately
and for him to comeback back playfully
until we're both laughing
stomachs shaking
spit flying
the whole store staring
and we leave
without coffee
I want
our hands to stitch together
perfectly
like two lost puzzle pieces;
one found under a couch cushion
one found inside a junk drawer.
The rest of the puzzle has
already been thrown away
but
these two pieces remain
and they fit.
I want
to fall in love together
then together fall in love with
art, museums, songs, poems
T.V shows, radio jingles,
greek food, backroads,
our mutual hatred for pop culture,
doing the dishes (as long as he washes and I dry)
wrong turns, piled up laundry, life.
Just fall in love with life.
I want
to hurt with him
I want
to save the world with him
I want
to meet, see, understand
and experience all that is foreign
with him.
I think it will only take us meeting
and it'll only be history and happiness from then on.
It's just a matter of if a love like that could ever be
and if a love like that could ever be for me.
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 7:56 PM UTC
There's that one song
It was ours
Even if we didn't say it was
We both just knew
Whatever we had is extinct
But the song, now toxic, lives on
It makes it harder to forget
When I hear it, flashbacks replay in my head
That time I felt on top of the world
-"Trees on Fire"
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 12:45 AM UTC
Emotions are pure.
Intentions are true.
As eyes wander,
my heart flutters.
Can you not feel?
Can you not see?
My heart still palpitates,
soul still anticipates.
But feelings are already far
and I am now barred.
For you are with another
and mine no longer.
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 12:03 PM UTC
I drink
A majority of the time to have fun
To hang out with friends
To laugh
And sing
And just be me
Without being ME
To get out of my head
Because everyday is a constant battle
With anxiety
Or boredom
I'd say depression but I'm not Depressed
Everyday I freak myself out
Is the world going to end
Am I going to die today
Are we even real
Why am I in pain
Should I **** myself
Should I **** someone
WHY IS EVERYONE LOOKING AT ME
WHY ARE THEY YELLING
ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT ME
HELP SOMEONE HELP ME
OH GOD I CAN'T BREATH
WHAT IS AIR
IM DROWNING
IM LOSING CONTROL
IM FIGHTING BUT AM I WINNING
IM SCARED
CAN THEY HERE MY THOUGHTS
IS THIS ALL FOE NOTHING
WHY AM I LIKE THIS
so I drink
A majority of the time to have fun
To laugh
To sing
And just be me
Without being ME
Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 8:59 AM UTC
My cheek pressed against your chest
Inhaling the cologne across your collarbone
My fingers running through your velvet hair
Your arm wrapped around me just below my ribcage
Pulling me in close
Our breathes in sync
As we fall asleep
- best sleep
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 10:06 PM UTC