**** in my heart
and in my veins
The little boy speaks
And spits on my epitaph
"I love you like ***** linen"
I sniff your ****
I wail in the distance
I'm dissected
by alien missionaries
**** my *** with a screwdriver
Eat my corn ****
Love is the answer
I'm a *****
And a coward
I hate myself
I hate it here
I hate you and me
I hate that this is how it is
:)
:(
Apr 3
Apr 3, 2026 at 5:58 AM UTC
I've had enough of this simulation.
Will do what you never expected.
The news tells us all.
god is a Republican.
Jesus is a conservative.
The kids are all smiling; dumb and unaware.
The pain awaits.
More musings. More promises and secrets.
More suppression and pretense.
This is a world
Of despair .
Put your *** in the stirrup.
The faceless one emerges.
All cries are limited
.
The red dust
Is salient and
unremitting.
You will bleed like all the cattle
. The only promise kept
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 7:21 AM UTC
Every second of this mistake
Permeates
I see your ugly blue skies
and your laughter
I see the painted leaves
and bright sky
Blow it to ****
Stomp on the newborn
Bury all hope
I wander into the hall
long and sepiatone
Cool-hue
And place my neck in the ledge.
No more reminders
I am here, and trying.
Trying to be.
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 7:17 AM UTC
All cyclical
Muck
And ****
and trapezing over venerated
vermin
ecosystem
Unaliving
Reality
Pointing figures gesticulate to the now. Mere promises, tomorrow is certain.
And death is guaranteed
Make the call
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 7:10 AM UTC
I have undergone my lobotomy
It's all slow now
The words are slow
and dull
And there's a pale film
eclipsing
My synapse
I can walk away
But I end up where I started
Ive been everywhere
And nowhere
**** the universe.
I will **** god,
Me
Feb 10
Feb 10, 2026 at 7:06 AM UTC
Sleepy time.
I have my sanctuary here
My journals
Of disembodied heads
and calculus, &
esoteric scratch
I'm lost and found,
Alive and dead
I recoil at the advances of ai,. But art
Has always been commodified,
***** used,
So I no longer worry
There's no algorithm for my musings.
The moon dust will guide me. And my blistered soles will lead me down storied paths of which many fell, weary and jaded. But if it hurts, lean into it. & Let it do its worst. __
It can't get any worse ;)
Nov 6, 2025
Nov 6, 2025 at 5:29 AM UTC
above the statues
Seated by victors.
The remains linger.
The head rolls.
To tomorrow, to
Now.
Always human frailty,
Persistence is Death.
Knowing is the
Cure.
Nov 5, 2025
Nov 5, 2025 at 6:43 AM UTC
This is my world
This is my conscious frame
This is my lens
My morality is objective,
Because I made the universe
I project onto a blank wall
they gather round
I know the plot
They die in the end
You reading this too,
will die
I'm God so listen,
And you're God too,
And we are God
And they are god
And this is god
And it's God
Say my name
And we can go together
With you and me
and everyone
In the beginning when
it ends
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 6:26 AM UTC
135 tabs.
Snot peeking out.
Wrinkled in the light
**** torn off with skin given to the merchant class.
Eyeballs full of goo.
Maniacs kissing venerated social
influence.
I walked along the park and took a ****
then write about it .
I forgot where I was,
I put my shoes on
I stay inside and look at filtered light.
I take big **** up my ***
then pay the gas bill.
My mommy sleeps next to me.
My cat is blind.
I have a cheese grater.
I look up to the sky
and see electric pulses. My head is kicked down a ways, then I go back to bed.
Wake up tomorrow
Oct 23, 2025
Oct 23, 2025 at 3:41 AM UTC
Happy
And smiling because the pain has stopped
I had to make it stop
It wouldn't stop by itself
It kept going, and I kept going.
All I had to do was
Cease
and be still.
Give in,
Relax.
It's over
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 8:26 AM UTC