Whenever I look in the mirror,
I see Frankenstein’s Monster.
Where am I ?
Dissociated somewhere,
but hell,
even I couldn’t tell you where.
My eyes are no window to the soul
because my human vessel lost it’s soul
a long time ago
I found it,
shattered in the depths of my mind
in so many pieces,
I can never be whole again.
But is that what I want? Or
what society wants me to do?
to pass as a human,
to pass as a man.
Is that who I truly am?
So caught in the webs of preconceived
notions I’ve been fed all my life:
You are not a boy.
You will never be a real man
Well, **** you!
I am untangling myself from this web,
leaving the toxicity behind,
surrounding myself with
the sunshine I deserve.
You can judge me all you want
Just know;
I am the one who is truly free.
Aug 25, 2020
Aug 25, 2020 at 2:28 PM UTC
I am Frankenstein's Monster.
Only, I wear a veil.
It hides me from view.
Sometimes it slips,
reveals a glimpse of me.
People see, they run, they cry
...in horror.
I am Frankenstein's Monster.
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 3:06 PM UTC
After all the pain
I can't help but think
Is it truly worth it?
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 12:31 PM UTC
Being here time stops for me
Everyone else is getting on with life, going to work, going on holidays..
Me, I am stuck
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 11:39 AM UTC
Oh you monsterous voice in my head don't tell me otherwise. If I ever get to grasp ahold of you I will tear you to pieces, showing no remoarse.
For the time being I'll have to let you exist.
I will show you how strong I truly am, till you are deminished to nothing more than a spec of dust.
Aug 11, 2019
Aug 11, 2019 at 7:16 AM UTC
We don’t see the carrots to be cut,
We see the sharp knife that could cut us.
We don’t see the bridge,
We see the other side of the railings.
We don’t see painkillers,
We see medication we could drown ourselves in.
We don’t see the train,
We see the tracks we could lay on.
We don’t see the nice view,
We see the cliff's edge we could jump off.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 7:25 AM UTC
the inevitable will happen
I can't take this anymore
I'm in too much pain
Just know it was a long time coming
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
You can't just stop thinking that.
You can't just stop feeling that.
You can't just stop being ill.
Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 2:37 PM UTC
It takes everything from you
Your eyes, unable to see beauty
Your hands, unable to be creative
Your ears, unable to be loved
Your feet, unable to keep moving forward
Your mouth, unable to ask for help
Your nerves, unable to feel
Your soul, unable to be alive
Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 12:06 PM UTC