I could feel it.
The pressure rising in the room
like I was back in the fire ;
heat rising above me as I lay on the ground
******* in all the clean oxygen I could find
Like I was back on the fire;
crawling across my bedroom floor trying to find a way out amongst the clouds of smoke
Like I was back in the fire;
feeling my skin boil as I tumble down the stairs looking for the front door
Like I was back in the fire
The fire
All I can feel are the flames dancing on my skin
I felt like I’m back in the fire even though I knew we made it out alive but the fire
it’s all I can feel now
I sat in that room for 3 hours
wondering if the doctors could feel the pressure like I do
Jul 2, 2018
Jul 2, 2018 at 1:50 PM UTC
fire burned in my soul
until waves of tears turned everything to ash
and the leftover smoke clogged my throat
making it impossible to ask for help
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 6:47 PM UTC
I've always been too emotional about everything
Too sensitive too loud to outgoing too me
I never understood ,still don't understand
how people could care so little about everything
how people were "too cool" for living
Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 10:13 PM UTC
A blue moon shone in the sky
a bright sign you are still with us
do miss us like we miss you?
although your body is gone
your soul still lingers
i am so sorry
free from the pain
you watch over us from the stars
thank you
rest now
we are going to be ok
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 11:09 AM UTC
Do you remember
that last night?
Before things got ****** up,
and everything was normal.
We sat in your car,
driving through the sleeping city;
unbeknownst to the future,
and how bad everything would end.
If only I had known
how little time we had.
I would have said something,
instead of sitting in silence.
Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 11:07 AM UTC
The world aches today.
My lungs feel full of water and
my stomach feels twisted into knots.
I wish we could have done more to save you from the darkness of the world.
We love you
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 9:52 PM UTC
"Jonghyun, a star that shined brightly on stage for 10 years,
now a star of the sky".
I think the words are beautiful, but I don't think they're enough.
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 9:46 PM UTC
I've been badly broken
Beaten down so far I don't even recognize myself
All I have left are bits and pieces of what I once was
Shardes of my life
Thats all I have left to give
Just the rubble of what once was
I hope its enough for you
Dec 6, 2017
Dec 6, 2017 at 9:08 PM UTC
I didn't see how toxic he was unitl someone showed me love and it wasn't him.
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 4:54 PM UTC
If I had met you before everything happened you would have been
an icy shock through my veins,
but after everything I've been through, im numb to the cold.
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 10:42 PM UTC