I can no longer find my purpose and my urge to seek it has vanished.
Every word, every breath, is nothing but a waist of my existence.
When can it be over?
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 2:12 PM UTC
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Jul 12, 2020
Jul 12, 2020 at 3:23 AM UTC
I hate the girl I see in the mirror, but she’s trapped inside it.
Jun 27, 2020
Jun 27, 2020 at 9:49 PM UTC
My mind wonders through these sleepless nights
I wonder, when will it be over?
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 3:10 AM UTC
I can see it...
It’s light...
My destiny.
I’ve finally reached it.
My suffering was worth it.
Now I can rest in peace.
I close my eyes.
The brilliant light,
Taints my blindness
Into a garnet red.
I take a deep breath,
And hold it’s welcoming hand.
My mind.
My heart.
My soul.
Are at ease...
As I fade into nothingness...
May 24, 2020
May 24, 2020 at 3:06 AM UTC
Sometimes I feel like a broken object in the store that everyone sees, but never picks up.
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 1:25 AM UTC
Often times I have unrealistic hopes that the reflection in the mirror won’t be me, but there I am.
My eyes fixate on what I hate most and I allow myself to validate that.
“I would love my body if...”
“If only I could change...”
If only I were invisible.
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 1:23 AM UTC
I know how it feels to lose hope. To not be able to see a way out. Please don’t give up. I’m here and I love you.
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 3:12 AM UTC