all i wanna ******* do is cry
and scream
and hurt myself everyone else
i want to be ******* okay.
Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 7:21 PM UTC
im worse than before.
at this point i dont even talk about it anymore.
i have a feeling that ill get so bad
that ill finally have the guts to end it all.
i talked to two adults who were supposed to be able to help me,
all they did was make excuses for him.
oh well,
not like i expected them to really be able to help.
now i can say i reached out...
now its definitely their fault,
they cant say i was selfish and didnt reach out.
Apr 20, 2016
Apr 20, 2016 at 5:02 PM UTC
ill never be the same.
im ruined.
im not nice, or pretty, or considerate.
i do not love my father nor my step mother.
i am not and never will be bubbly
and i will never be someone that everyone wants to be around.
i am not and never will be special, or worthy of love.
i will never love wholeheartedly again.
and no one will ever love me.
Apr 17, 2016
Apr 17, 2016 at 8:23 PM UTC
i don't get to live life right now.
right now i have to keep all emotions in the back of my mind
right now i don't get to kiss the girl i want to kiss
right now i don't get to love who i want to love
right now i don't get to freely express myself
right now, even though i live in America
i don't live in the land of the free.
i live in a house full of judgmental Christians
i live in a house that is most definitely not my home
i live in a house that makes me not want to live at all
Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 4:35 PM UTC
i keep my head down
and my mouth shut
and when some looks my way,
i smile, wave, walk like i have life
and act loud and happy
Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 7:37 PM UTC
there was a mother somewhere today
who held her child for the very first time
there was a mother somewhere today
who gave birth to a stillborn child
there was a mother somewhere today
who made the hard decision of abortion
there was a mother somewhere today
who was allowed to use a stethoscope to listen to her childs last heartbeats as the doctors unplugged him
there was a mother somewhere today
whos child came out to them
there was a mother somewhere today
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 4:48 PM UTC
ready to do it,
very worried about
granddaddy and my baby girl
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 5:02 PM UTC
**It’s okay to say no. It’s okay to say no to someone you love. It’s okay to say no to a friend. It’s okay to say no to a parent or child. It’s okay to say no to a job or relationship.
*It’s okay to say no to ****** advances. And it’s okay to say no to a person who’s romantically interested in you. Even if it hurts someone’s feelings, even if you disappoint people, even if you’re judged and ostracized — it’s okay to say no to anything and anyone that causes you pain or makes you uncomfortable. You’re allowed to put yourself first. You’re allowed to set limits and boundaries.*
And you deserve to make your happiness and well being a priority. You don’t ever have to settle for something or someone that doesn’t feel right. And you definitely don’t have to compromise yourself for the sake of making other people happy. YOU HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, AND IF THAT MEANS SAYING NO, IT'S MORE THAN OKAY.**
A quote by – Daniell Koepke
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 4:40 PM UTC
"You didn't love her! You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her, because you don't destroy the person that you love!"
you never loved me.
Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 6:25 PM UTC
im stuck.
between hating you
and
hating myself for loving you.
im stuck.
between wanting to live
and
wanting to die.
im stuck.
between a family religion
and
my own identity.
im stuck.
someone,
please,
help me...
Mar 4, 2016
Mar 4, 2016 at 6:20 PM UTC