I'm dying just to feel alive.
Taking in all the darkness.
So they can see the light.
Dec 7, 2018
Dec 7, 2018 at 1:00 PM UTC
Don't think you're alone
On this dark night
As I stand beside you
We've both been given a hard life
And are in need of a light
We have one another
Yet still there's a void
A hole in our heart's
Not that we don't care for one another
Just that this world has torn us apart
I wish we could be normal
And that I could tell you
You complete me
Or that I am perfectly fine
But that will never happen
We will never be able to be okay
With who we are in our mind's
It's a world class juggling act
With our lives hanging in the balance
And if one of us falls
Then we both will die from the challenge
Although we aren't complete
Our eyes will still meet
As we soar through the air
Embracing our despair
Whispering gently
Don't cry it will be okay
Now we can be together
For the rest of our days.
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 11:07 AM UTC
How can it hurt so much
To lose someone who was hurting me
Without a care in the world
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 9:52 AM UTC
I hate this feeling
Useless
As I watch you in pain
Unable to do a thing
I won't leave your side
And I know that means something
Unending loyalty
But still my mind spins
Crushed by the unbearable sins
Was it my fault
Is there something more I can do
To make you feel better
To mend your broken soul
I wish you would tell me
So I could give it all up
Give everything to you
So I could have a clue
As to what to do
And not feel so useless
Sitting next to you
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 2:51 PM UTC
Can we be more than friends
Something more than this
I just need to know
Is there somewhere we can go
So we can be alone
(Now read back to the top)
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
Should I leave now
Or should I let you in
Break down my walls
And see the light again
I've been so lonely in my mind
That it makes it hard to find
A reason not to push you away
A reason not to leave today
Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 3:29 PM UTC
I write not for others
But for me
And the person I want to be
These insecurities and small things
That burden me
I throw them away
Onto this paper
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
On a warm summer day
As you began to walk away
I think about
The calmness in the past
The darkness in the future
And the stillness of the present
Would it be right
For me to leave now
Would it be wrong for me to stay
Forever in this moment
On this cold winter day
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 3:46 PM UTC
In some sort of twisted take on the word
You make me
Better
Better at being alone
Better at seeing my flaws
Better at being nothing at all
Yet in the same sense
It seems harder to fall
Easier to stand
Better to feel like me once again
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 3:43 PM UTC
A wave washes over a man
Taking with it all of his brokeness
And now there he lies
Nothing but a shell in the sand
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 3:41 PM UTC