I chase myself
I chase my dreams
But I leave you alone
Behind the scenes
I’m sorry for acting
This obscene
Forgive me Chase
For being so mean
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:03 PM UTC
Eldest of my two sons
Was quite the burden
Whilst the second not perfect
He wasn’t absurd
Unaware, naive
Untruthful to himself
Stuck in his own head
Away from everyone else
Deniably sad
And mostly alone
Introverted, quiet
In his own “home”
Odd thoughts struck him
Not the most pleasant
He was quite troubled
Taught himself no lessons
And yet one painful day came
When he was torn away
Abruptly
Now I ask you
A much later day
Once long ago
Which son past away
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:03 PM UTC
My three legged cat ran away
I don’t know how
But I miss him now
I never thought I’d know a day
We’re I couldn’t find why
I despise
The feeling of being alone, but I know
I’m alive
Without my three legged cat
I feel a pain, it drains
My soul; it pains
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:02 PM UTC
As this chapter ends
A new one begins
You’re not allowed to make new friends
You were taught once the friends you have
Will hold you hand and make you glad
But your guardian isn’t here anymore
He doesn’t love your sluggish bore
You don’t smell like you did before
You never should have acted poor
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:02 PM UTC
In my head
I found a question
Lying on my bed
I found the answer
Deep inside my head
But I chose to leave it instead
Instead I chose to feed
I fed
I ate the guts inside my head
Leaving my thoughts
Leaving them dead
And understanding
The color
Of red
******* the ****** remains
From the pores
I understood a little more
Nothing more to matter
A ***** i was to flatter
Though that night I engulfed my thoughts
The hole began to clot
And I lost all I had wrought
Hell would await my trot
I climbed the spiky, thorny steps
Each one tearing my tendons less
And the less I bled
The more blood was shed
Killing my friend
I fed
Far ahead
I found
Under some sound
The sound of demons screeching
Now
Tell me I’m insane to think
This world is great and
I’m unique
I’m the same manure as all
An ugly ****** troll
A spawn from below
A bellow to many a fellow
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:01 PM UTC
Greasy pores sprouting tendrils
Little puppets make me mental
Little domes of fleshy pieces
Make me wish I could eat them
Nice people with gross image
The worst with that of better
But I am left with ***** wenches
Hurting me, making me skin redder
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
Journey away with me
Home
To home we go
To the only place I know
The salvation I helped to grow
Alone
Alone we go
Away with nothing I know
For sure I’ll need you though
To find my way through the woods
To find the path of glory
Of happiness
Of carefree, childish spirit
Innocence
Where I haven’t visited in so long
Where here I forget the past
And hide from the future
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 6:00 PM UTC
Twice I’ll take it
No more, no more
The war will come
Again, for sure
Thrice will cut it
Severed away
Thrice is all
Night by day
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 5:59 PM UTC
Gross little creatures
Eating my thoughts
Picking my brain
Feeding on drops
Droplets of love
Droplets fear
Droplets of everything
I hold near and dear
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 5:58 PM UTC
My body is weak
I am a statue
I serve for your lust
I brave to find values
I feel no pain
When you **** my spirit
Objectify me
And test my limit
I cannot endorse others
To do the same
But when you **** me
I feel no pain
So do it again
I don’t care
It feels good sometimes
To build wear and tear
You aren’t afraid
To show me my place
You do it often
And hide it as an embrace
“Just leave me alone”!,
Said the girl locked way
“It’s all fine now”!
Said me the same way
Jun 13, 2019
Jun 13, 2019 at 5:58 PM UTC