Just like the firefly
who was enthralled by the flames
I was undoubtedly drawn to you
Without any second thoughts
You were my favorite kind of escape
The one I sought for endlessly
But you were poison in my veins
You made me do things
heaven would never approve of
and you knew the consequences
So you decided to leave me to die
With the flattery of your words
As you anomalously walk away
From me and my shadows
and I continue to ask myself
Over and over until I fall asleep
Why did you have to go?
May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 5:14 AM UTC
"Make new friends"
They said.
Yeah. Right.
So they could leave you
Once you've grown too attached
To the memories
To the promises
To them
Feb 19, 2017
Feb 19, 2017 at 6:15 AM UTC
It's a special day
For you and I
As you get ready
For the ringing bells
Of the church
And I,
Get ready for my
First day moving on
Feb 5, 2017
Feb 5, 2017 at 11:10 AM UTC
once in a while
they’ll ask me if i’m over him
then casually shifting the topic
to the new girl
he’s been hanging out with.
Like how she was
the epitome of the girl of his dreams
how she could have made any man
yield to her desires
how he wished I could be more like her
My friends inconsiderably talking about him
while I bite my tongue
hoping they would stop for a second
and think about how much this conversation
kills me more than my vices
He was the best mistake I made
falling for a man who smoked
his dreams to grey
Feb 5, 2017
Feb 5, 2017 at 10:58 AM UTC
You know what's funny?
When you tell me you love me
But you ****** her anyway
Dec 15, 2016
Dec 15, 2016 at 1:55 PM UTC
It's 3 am in the morning.
You're either hungry, depressed, *****
or all of the above
Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 3:22 PM UTC
I wish right from the start
I've known how ****** up our relationship is
With all the mistakes imprinted on your skin
The bitter taste of your lips
The intoxicating scent of your perfume
How it ***** me up
While your fingers caress my thighs
Confusing me with love and lust
Telling me all about your ****** fantasies
As we try to recreate everything
In your messed up head
Trying to please you
Whether be it in the the most inappropriate places
It doesn't matter
I'm always drunk in the idea of having you
In anyway possible
I want you but you clearly have forgotten
The way you left electricity traveling through my skin
It's unfair to leave this like this
I wake up every morning with a glass of wine
While you wake up with a different chick
Who probably thought you were a cool guy
But in reality, she only knows the wolf in sheep's clothing
She doesn't know the mediocre strings you pull
On a daily basis
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 9:54 PM UTC
The problem with people nowadays
Is they demand too much
a dollar and a daydream nowadays is never enough
Everyone wants to be ******* rich
but they just sit around looking at trees
How the **** can that happen
I see virgins wishing they were ******
But when in the moment, chicken out
If that wasn't enough to **** things up
Then why do you want it?
Why do you want something you're not sure of?
Why do I want you?
With all your blasphemies and *********
From day till night
I ******* want you
My mind is set on pursuing you
but nowadays, that's not enough
wanting you will never be the same as having you
I will even take a bullet for you
but that ******** will never be enough
To win you over
Nothing is ever enough
Not even the universe
There is such thing called
Man's never-ending need for perfection
How irritating
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 9:39 PM UTC
When you left
I had to stay high every night
Just to keep you off my mind
I drank till the morning sun
Just to clear my head from you
If I stayed sober for a little while
I'll remember you and our memories
Then I'll scream to the heavens
Until they hear me
but they never do
So everyday I find a fix
I cant go home alone again
I need someone to numb the pain
or else, I'll end up on your doorsteps
Begging you to take me back again
But you never will, never did.
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 9:29 PM UTC
When the sun rises
I'll always be hunted by the memories
of the moans and the screams
The laughter and the tears
Torn in two if I should feel
remorse or confidence
with what happened
With you and me
Should I be sated
with the satisfaction of my thirst
or guilty, with all the things I should have said
After a while, I'll reminisce with a cup of coffee
while you finish your last cigar
and leave me thirsty again
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 9:25 PM UTC