I woke today and thought of you
and all the times you helped me through.
To watch you fade infected me
and turned my outlook gray.
I know your pain then ceased to be,
but cannot grasp lifes mystery.
Of time and space and loss
injecting Gods for us to pray.
You held my hand to walk along
and I held yours to guide you on.
Though never got to say goodbye
it drives my mind astray.
So I know in Death we're free
but cannot for the life of me
find that peace although I try
to dig that dirt away.
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 11:29 AM UTC
Send your vibe through my veins pulsing
feel your rhythm beat.
Kick the habit, skin convulsing
take me off my feet.
See the living far removed and so
we rot inside.
When there's nowhere left to go
and no one to confide.
Cast your magic down my track
and see our skies explode.
See the young man crawling back
and watch his eyes implode.
Send your chill into my bones
that writhe in memory.
When I'm sinking deep in your
euphoric harmony.
Fear the ghost that begs my view
and sets my soul ablaze.
When the spark ignites anew
as life is just a phase.
Feel you feast upon my flesh like
master over slave.
Take the habit, like my breath
and dig our lonely grave.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 8:19 PM UTC
Something still
unkown is working
fast to fetch my being.
Good or ill
it's close and lurking
far beyond my seeing.
Feel the tension start to fuse
itself into my system.
When the demon seeks to use
his host just can't resist em.
Move through me
to cease the chatter
grinding through my jaw.
Let me dwell
on what will matter
forcing me so raw.
Feel the fever set to rising
deepening the thirst.
Every kiss is still surpising
almost as the first.
Something deep
Inside me yearning
as I lay to waste.
Just to keep
our center burning
break me off a taste.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 8:00 PM UTC
I want to put my rhyme in you
and tease you with the rhythm.
You grind to feel the meter through
these genes, your hands are in them.
I kiss you with my metaphor,
I tongue your eager mind.
You shake against my structure or
the meaning hid behind.
I want to pound my verse in deep
and haunt you with the feeling.
You buck to feel my flowing seep,
vibrations send you reeling.
Alliteration sets the night,
I slow to read each letter.
I take my time and taste you right,
the poetry gets better.
I want to put my words in you
and force you with their power.
You move to feel the meter out
and charge me by the hour.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 6:03 PM UTC
Going in
the wrong direction
D
O
W
N
the only intersection.
Circling the block for hours
In the darkness, blind.
Living in
this misdirection
D
O
W
N
with little comprehension.
When I'm drained of all my power
stuck inside my mind.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 5:32 PM UTC
You step onto my paper tracking
blood across the floor.
When our tired eyes are pleading
to exit the door.
Still I sit in sadness thinking
on this state of mind
Is it okay to keep on looking
though I'll never find
How the time escaped my grasp
when standing near your stone.
When I fetched the biggest *****
to lose the smallest bone.
In the seconds of our living,
hours spent to grieve
Greed still powers over giving
what do you believe?
Still I sit in madness running
fingers down your spine.
Is it okay to keep on riding
or derail the line
When all I know is framed,
to fathom deeply on my own.
How I make it to the moment
that I die alone.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 5:13 PM UTC
I dreamt within your atmosphere
our sun and moon collided.
Exploding brilliance everywhere
your ghost and I confided.
Enraptured so inside your glow
there's beauty in your power.
I watched you dance across your web
demanding every hour.
You waved your might to light the night
You've won with no resistance.
Then took flight far out of sight
and left me in your distance.
Suspended in your gravity
our stars and souls divided.
Quick to live the memory
my troubled mind provided.
I woke beyond the summer long
and felt in me your magic.
colors fade, the forest wept
on life so frail and tragic.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
I'm here to stay, but like in time
to fade away inside the crime
scene tainted by your touch
still tracking footprints on the ground.
I'm here today inside your mind
and fear the things I knew I'd find.
Inside you hating life so much
as peace cannot be found.
Now I'm spinning downward quickly,
without winning, dead or sickly,
grinning, falling deeper
into thoughts scared to explore.
My brain is throbbing, pounding,
robbing us of daily grounding
as I'm dreaming vastly deeper
into nightmares dreamt before.
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 1:16 AM UTC
I see the darkness of my space,
I feel the depth of mind.
I think on time and how to trace
the future for my kind.
I live the past and days disorder
talking to your ghost.
Then I drift beyond the border
with my dreamy host.
Thinking on the beauty of the gift
that was bestowed.
Tripping through the rift
with humans thinking something's owed.
I dwell on past and futures sold
and how to face the day.
I feel the rhythm getting old
when midnight turns to gray.
I hear the silence constant chatter
rattle in my brain.
And how our souls might vaguely matter on a different plane.
I daze in darkness of your dawn,
I taste your mystery.
I can not slow the ride I'm on
to seize my destiny.
I hear the planet passing by
as colors dance in view.
I think on death of you and I
and people that I knew.
I lay in bed awake at night
and race through memory.
I think on breath beyond our sight
and my humanity.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 1:59 PM UTC
My empty fate
devoid of choice
has glued me to this chair.
Evaporate
my thoughts and voice
to dwell inside this lair.
I feel the dark consuming
and I cannot turn the page.
It seems that life is dooming
me upon this lonely stage.
Contemplate
the hours passing
in this grayish veil.
As every ghost
insists on massing
where the breath is stale.
I feel the hatred booming
and the book will never close.
I sense your presence looming
with the gift I never chose.
Haunted deeply
by the day
your Death in me was clear.
In solitude
I rot away
in hopes to disappear.
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 12:42 PM UTC