I know my life is just beginning.
As I sit at this bar with a drink in my hands.
With pride flags on the walls and outside.
I’m welcomed here.
Not because I drink regularly.
Or even smoke there often.
Because I make friends.
With everyone I meet.
Because everyone under this roof.
Radiates love.
Jul 17, 2023
Jul 17, 2023 at 1:19 AM UTC
I know you’ll never read this.
You showed me this website so long ago.
I don’t think you’ve been on here in years.
I still have dreams about you.
I don’t know why.
Sometimes we’re friends again.
Sometimes we’re lovers.
Although I don’t think I want to be either of those things.
We sit around and talk.
About life, lovers, college, a multitude of things.
Conversations that’ll never happen.
I know I wasn’t healthy back then.
I know I apologized before.
But again, I’m sorry.
I hope you’re happy and healthy.
Like you are in my dreams.
I hope you’re healing like I am.
I don’t know why you did the things you did.
Or why I did the things I did.
I hope you’ve found someone.
Like I’ve found someone.
Who loves you like you deserve.
Jul 15, 2023
Jul 15, 2023 at 10:47 PM UTC
I will try to forgive myself
For living in the dark
For my loss of laughter
For forgetting how to see
I will try to forgive myself
For being gone for too long
And being bored of breathing
For not remembering
For not being in my head
For not starting right now
I will try
Sep 3, 2019
Sep 3, 2019 at 11:03 PM UTC
Not valid
Not worthy
Not loved
Just disposable
Unwanted
Usable
But only for his needs
So
Drip drip
Drop
Uh-oh
My blood is spilt
You can’t wash off your mistakes now
What ever will you do?
Jul 6, 2019
Jul 6, 2019 at 1:42 AM UTC
Drip, drip, drop
My heart is torn
For who does it long for?
Who does it know?
Does it long for affection?
From passbyers
Or from old lovers
For it does not know who it wants
Anymore..
May 5, 2019
May 5, 2019 at 5:53 PM UTC
I sat in the belly of the empty house
Only me
Alone
Crying
Angry
Hurt
Tears dripped down my face
As I screamed
Alone
In the belly
Crying
Angry
And
Hurt
Apr 8, 2019
Apr 8, 2019 at 8:34 PM UTC
The stars were the only sparks of the fire which devoured my soul
If those sparks went out, there would be nothing left in the sky but dead stars and my dead eyes
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 12:08 AM UTC
Have you ever liked someone so much you regret meeting them?
Dec 6, 2018
Dec 6, 2018 at 10:51 AM UTC
All I can see is red
As it claws at my throat
And tears drip down my face
Nov 29, 2018
Nov 29, 2018 at 10:44 PM UTC