DenzilG - Hello Poetry

Let my words continue to carry beyond this page and into my veins for purpose, for clarity, for understanding of how lovely the days have become now that I've found you Let my words, on this page entwine in our veins and my worries slowly disappear now that Ive found you I wrote of you once before we met of how my words would blossom and expand and touch the sky just for you how I would have a million different combinations of letters and words.. a thousand ways, just to tell the world how I feel about you so here I am affection felt, feelings bared Love is suicide Hyperventilation, Cardiac arrest I am crippled by the absence of your warmth when you're not around Struggling to be free, Whilst chained to the ground Love is passion desire fueled, velvet kisses moaning pleasure, telling sighs firmly pressed, flawless motion sweaty bliss, drops of lust stained flesh with satin fervor Love is the hope 20 years from now I'll still be writing of you under the night sky whilst admiring the moon after we finally calmed our son's nerves down about his first day of school in the morning Love is idiotic Its so much easier to push someone away, than to let yourself become vulnerable To give them the power to hurt you. Showing your true feelings is relinquishing all your power. Trusting someone to not take advantage of your weaknesses. And that, is an absolutely ridiculous act Once weakness is spoted, it is used and abused, untill you are just a quivering mess lying on the floor, wondering how you ever let yourself get into such a situation. love is in its whole all of these things and I love you

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DenzilG

Nov 6, 2014

Nov 6, 2014 at 8:51 AM UTC

mariama

the love i imagine

Let my words continue to carry beyond this page and into my veins for purpose, for clarity, for understanding of how lovely the days have become now that I've found you Let my words, on this page entwine in our veins and my worries slowly disappear now that Ive found you I wrote of you once before we met of how my words would blossom and expand and touch the sky just for you how I would have a million different combinations of letters and words.. a thousand ways, just to tell the world how I feel about you so here I am affection felt, feelings bared Love is suicide Hyperventilation, Cardiac arrest I am crippled by the absence of your warmth when you're not around Struggling to be free, Whilst chained to the ground Love is passion desire fueled, velvet kisses moaning pleasure, telling sighs firmly pressed, flawless motion sweaty bliss, drops of lust stained flesh with satin fervor Love is the hope 20 years from now I'll still be writing of you under the night sky whilst admiring the moon after we finally calmed our son's nerves down about his first day of school in the morning Love is idiotic Its so much easier to push someone away, than to let yourself become vulnerable To give them the power to hurt you. Showing your true feelings is relinquishing all your power. Trusting someone to not take advantage of your weaknesses. And that, is an absolutely ridiculous act Once weakness is spoted, it is used and abused, untill you are just a quivering mess lying on the floor, wondering how you ever let yourself get into such a situation. love is in its whole all of these things and I love you

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You told me to start loving myself so i stole some roses from the cemetery and gave them to the skeletons in my closet but when i came home at 3AM after the storm all i found were broken bones and thorns.

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DenzilG

Jul 12, 2014

Jul 12, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC

nisna-m

I HATE YOU

You told me to start loving myself so i stole some roses from the cemetery and gave them to the skeletons in my closet but when i came home at 3AM after the storm all i found were broken bones and thorns.

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most days i sleep my mornings away sleep the deep feeling of my pain away running away from my depression into the comfort of nothingness no sweet dreams no beautiful nightmares just a wide oblivion but today.. this morning I woke to a wonderful sunrise and pain so strong everything I've kept suppressed I felt every ounce of pain shooting throughout my body through every nerve I felt like i was drowning imagine three hundred pounds of held back emotions.. no longer just pain Throw me into the ocean sinking suffocating swarming me i can't breathe anymore

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DenzilG

Jul 11, 2014

Jul 11, 2014 at 12:46 AM UTC

mariama

sunrise

most days i sleep my mornings away sleep the deep feeling of my pain away running away from my depression into the comfort of nothingness no sweet dreams no beautiful nightmares just a wide oblivion but today.. this morning I woke to a wonderful sunrise and pain so strong everything I've kept suppressed I felt every ounce of pain shooting throughout my body through every nerve I felt like i was drowning imagine three hundred pounds of held back emotions.. no longer just pain Throw me into the ocean sinking suffocating swarming me i can't breathe anymore

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My mind is cluttered with unwanted thoughts and memories that trouble me, leaving me without a place to escape. My mind which was once my safe haven, is now a corrupt and unpleasant place to be.

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Jul 10, 2014

Jul 10, 2014 at 11:05 PM UTC

DenzilG

Cluttered Mind

My mind is cluttered with unwanted thoughts and memories that trouble me, leaving me without a place to escape. My mind which was once my safe haven, is now a corrupt and unpleasant place to be.

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Have you ever taken the time to sit back & think about life? The ups and downs, the struggle, the pain. The heartache & despair Have you ever laid in the grass and looked up...Thinking...how beautiful the night sky & if there was a place for you out there in the stars. Have you ever felt abandoned? Like there's no one there to listen to you. No one to help you. No one to comfort you when you're in pain. No one to talk to. Or no one that understands you. Have you ever felt trapped in your own mind? That the troubles in your life bother you even in your sleep & you can't seem to escape from them. Have you ever lost someone special to you? Someone who you needed & thought that "if only they were here, my life would be easier." Have you ever felt so drained, emotionally & spiritually? Like nothing seems to go your way. And it feels like even God has deserted you. Have you ever felt so stressed that you drop everything & isolate yourself trying to escape your problems? Have you ever broke down, because you tried to hold so much in & the gravity of your own thoughts start to weigh you down? Have you ever..burst out in rage, not because you're angry but because there's so much held inside you? Have you ever been asked "what's wrong?" But there's so much wrong that you don't know where to begin........Have you ever?

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Mar 21, 2014

Mar 21, 2014 at 6:47 PM UTC

DenzilG

Have You Ever

Have you ever taken the time to sit back & think about life? The ups and downs, the struggle, the pain. The heartache & despair Have you ever laid in the grass and looked up...Thinking...how beautiful the night sky & if there was a place for you out there in the stars. Have you ever felt abandoned? Like there's no one there to listen to you. No one to help you. No one to comfort you when you're in pain. No one to talk to. Or no one that understands you. Have you ever felt trapped in your own mind? That the troubles in your life bother you even in your sleep & you can't seem to escape from them. Have you ever lost someone special to you? Someone who you needed & thought that "if only they were here, my life would be easier." Have you ever felt so drained, emotionally & spiritually? Like nothing seems to go your way. And it feels like even God has deserted you. Have you ever felt so stressed that you drop everything & isolate yourself trying to escape your problems? Have you ever broke down, because you tried to hold so much in & the gravity of your own thoughts start to weigh you down? Have you ever..burst out in rage, not because you're angry but because there's so much held inside you? Have you ever been asked "what's wrong?" But there's so much wrong that you don't know where to begin........Have you ever?

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