New day, New year, New month
Let’s take a step to the future
Let’s be happy together
Let’s live life like it’s the last
Take one more step
It maybe scary
It maybe dangerous
It’ll be worth it
Let’s take one more step together
Jan 1, 2021
Jan 1, 2021 at 3:48 AM UTC
It used to glow
It used to shine
It used to dance
It used to sing
It used to smile
It used to laugh
Now it doesn’t glow
It doesn’t shine
It doesn’t dance
It doesn’t sing
It doesn’t smile
It doesn’t laugh
Now it sits on a shelf in pieces
It’s alone,
broken,
Wondering..
Will bring joy to someone again?
Instead..
It brings sadness and pain
A reminder
Of the past that won’t be forgotten;
A past of false joy
And hope shattered
Like a window from a bat
I don’t glow
I don’t shine
I don’t dance
I don’t sing
I don’t smile
I don’t laugh
I’m just another broken toy
Dec 25, 2020
Dec 25, 2020 at 4:47 AM UTC
"Why choose someone who has nothing?"
"Why choose someone who is broken?"
Why?
Because you’re worth it.
I see the fear to leap
Into what may help you
"Why?
I’m not worth it.
I lied to you
I used you"
I let you.
Why?
....Because I love you
I want to take this leap!
Will you come with me?
I proved I’m not leaving..
Over
And over
And over again.
I know you’re scared..
But ties can be broken with effort
...Why can’t you trust me?
Why?..
Because Love, I’m scared too..
Dec 18, 2020
Dec 18, 2020 at 3:09 PM UTC
I’m lost I don’t where I am I can’t see the trees or the road that used to guide me and the moon that used to light my way home
I’m lost nothing but darkness and a howl in the distance of my past and regrets following me like a wolf pack follows their prey
I’m lost I can’t see the way forward and I can’t see the way back all I see is darkness
please send help I’m lost and the wolves are drawing near
Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 9:17 PM UTC
I need it
I don’t know why but I need your love I need the happiness you bring like a warm summer beach day
I need it
Your smile that lights up the world brighter than a supernova
I need it
Even if you’re sad I need it your sadness is a pain I won’t always understand
I...
Need...
You...
Dec 7, 2020
Dec 7, 2020 at 4:45 PM UTC
I can’t stop thinking about I never should have left never should have pushed you away you were my hope my life line to peace
I cut that line and now I’m falling to the depths of darkness Grabbing to the wall like a newborn grabbing for their mother
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 1:13 AM UTC
I sit on the edge of the sea staring starry eyed and entranced by the beauty of the never ending depths
As I watch each wave crash among the shore I slowly sink further into its depths as the light fades I see one last hope as I take my final breath
I fade to the depths of my thoughts I get lost in the fear and my past I’ll continue to fade as time goes by no one will remember the little blonde haired boy lost gazing at the depths of the ocean
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 9:44 PM UTC
Alone in my head the only place I have to be safe isn’t safe anymore now all I got in my head is images of you and him chasing me out of safety
All I hear is you and him and him and you always happy yet I’m here watching the pain in your eyes slowly growing into a bomb that is about explode
You didn’t see the pain that you were in until he dropped you yet you still love him don’t get me wrong understand that pain
I know you feel alone now welcome to the club let’s be alone together I’ll give everything yet you still run to him like he’s your home
he left you broken on the floor bleeding out he thought it was him who was saving no it was me your shadow left alone in the dark
I was there for you in times of pain I was there for you in time of sadness I was there for you in the darkest moments
Here I am waiting for you alone I’m always here when your ready to make this party of one into a party of two
Sep 29, 2020
Sep 29, 2020 at 6:41 PM UTC