Hatred is only acceptable for people when it comes from themselves, in some cases until they realize it is a waste of resources.
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 2:09 PM UTC
Having to sustain,
my breathing, a hellish landscape,
where all of them dwell
no further than surfaces...
Industry, enterprises,
companies, businesses,
what a diplomatic way
to keep us slave...
Everybody notices,
Nobody cares,
as long as their dishes are full,
of the polymers they emulate food with...
Wealth and democracy are a placebo,
I'm fed up with it, not taking it anymore,
never took it again, from a while now...
My hopes lie far away,
where none of them can notice,
that I'm higher on thoughts,
higher than them, no envy anymore.
do you think you are free?
dis-attach, learn to fight and go away,
where no man can find you...
Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 9:40 AM UTC
Somehow I just wanted to know that all the things you posted and all the messages I thought meant something different than your hate and thirst of vengance, maybe messages meant for someone else, are a proof of how manipulative person can be, that's the only memory that you left me to keep, so I chose to keep away from this, to remain away from all the **** that you are able to inflict and to know that it is caused by your wish... Oh what kind of wishes... You're evil, I disociate the memory...
Sep 3, 2016
Sep 3, 2016 at 12:50 AM UTC
If only It was easy... It is only easy for you... the end... that is what you have been asking for from the beggining after all, right? fight for us? you never did, you only attended my begging a few times, you know you were avoiding me since weeks, months and even years ago from that moment and you pretend to be the only victim? guilt? Both of us have it and you know it, equally, you were manipulative all the time, I was a ******* at a moment, that is called a reaction, because I got sick of you dealing my emotions at your wish, I allowed you too much in my life, as if you were even there, like a parasite you fed from me and almost destroyed me, how could you ******* dare? and how stupid I was trusting you when you yourself told me that I was a nail driving another nail out? that's something only you can do, I even gave you an excuse to end it as you wished, I should have taken that same excuse because you have given it to me first, or even better for you, should I have never tried at all? Can't you see that I had dreams of a cool future with you? you never dreamed anything else than discarding me and that is what you fed me with during most of the times. I don't even know why I'm writing this, you don't care, you ******* never cared. I wish you understood clearly and not the rough way you like... Want to know something else? Through all this, I never wanted it to end, I love you, no matter what you say to deny it.
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 4:14 PM UTC
I became everything you wanted,
Everything before the day,
The awful day you threw my calm away...
Please understand,
that I stayed up to do everything,
Everything you wished for...
Even when you wanted it to end,
You know you were away,
For you never existed outside, only inside
like a song said...
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 9:09 PM UTC
To incarnate without flesh,
a perfect paradox,
to walk between realities forever...
Illusions and realities.
Jul 13, 2016
Jul 13, 2016 at 9:33 PM UTC
I went there, where Atrio was sleeping,
I saw him alive and his face resembles mine,
His eyes reflect the same shades than mine do... His blue skin and black wings reminded me what I shouldn't have done...
We recovered each other's codex for illumination and felt amused that we did...
Then I came back, spitting and throwing up every single drop of blood, the one we shared, the codex is complete now... After a very long aeon.
I am free again
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 11:50 PM UTC
Some people are like roses,
and every rose has its thorn,
as the song claims,
****** thorns,
I am the only one I know,
who holds the rose of your love,
despite all the thorns,
I'm determined.
I love you.
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 6:47 PM UTC
When feelings are put to the test,
It is a proof of bravery
when they survive the ordeal...
It is another test
to try to repair them
when they break...
What else to do?
only to blow the porcelain dust
Behind all the attempts to repair...
I hope I can inhale every atom of them,
So the feelings I broke,
Can lay by my heart until I die again.
Jun 13, 2016
Jun 13, 2016 at 6:52 PM UTC
Tonight, once again,
I call your name,
Intertwined in my breath,
Echoing and furtive.
I wonder once more,
How much time it will take
For you to come back,
For us to dance together.
Tonight, another night,
restless, summoning our love,
Needing you, sleepless,
Please, be by my side.
Forever.
Jun 11, 2016
Jun 11, 2016 at 3:01 AM UTC