I am slipping away
My face blurred in memory
My name fading on the edge of their lips
I was reaching for something i could not hold,
trying to exist in a world that never wanted me, never saw me
And then you came
You spoke my name
Like it had never been lost
Like I had not fading
Like I had always been real to you
I had wanted to live
Where I belong
To be seen, to be known
To be cared, to be loved
To be Remembered.
And I never knew why—
Until I saw you
You had held onto every part of me, even when i had forgotten myself
You were more than just the one who brought me back
more than just back to who i was
more than just back to where i belonged
You were the reason.
The reason I fought against the silence.
The reason I held on when the world tried to erase me.
The reason I longed for something more than just existing.
And i knew then— I was never lost.
Feb 12, 2025
Feb 12, 2025 at 2:00 PM UTC
Aren't you happy?
To see someone you loved being happy?
The moment you saw his laugh
The moment you saw his smile
The moment you felt his touch
The moment you heard his voice
Isn't that beautiful?
To be in love with someone?
Everything He did was wonderful,
Exciting to you
But,
Have you ever know?
The moment He saw your laugh
The moment He saw your smile
The moment He felt your touch
The moment He heard your voice
Did He feel them too?
The Wonderful and exciting feeling from you?
Isn't that ironic?
To be in loved with someone that doesn't love you?
How?
How is it feels like to be in love
And being loved by someone?
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 10:47 AM UTC
What is living?
I dont know.
Some people living their life with happiness
Some peole living their life with sadness
And most people living their life with both situation.
When some people think that life is just a wasting time.
They never feel like really happy
They never feel like really sad
They wanted to feel them.
How it feels like to be really happy until you smile everyday?
How it feels like to be sad until you want to end your life?
For some people, life is just wasting time
You just do everything in circle day by day,
Time by time
The exact same thing
There's no happiness, sadness, or excited over something
Their heart just empty.
Well, maybe life is not wasting time
But we are waiting time,
To die
That's okay
Maybe we can find something exciting in there
Just wait
Oct 10, 2021
Oct 10, 2021 at 10:15 AM UTC
Like the Sun, that surrounded by Planets
The warm effect that gives comfort
Without realizing, The Planets speed to surround it increases
Wheter the Sun is not realizing his effects
or is he just happy to be surrounded?
Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 11:14 AM UTC
Life is fun, They said.
Life is easy, They said.
Life is difficult, They said.
Please, hit my face,
I want to feel alive, I said.
Feb 5, 2018
Feb 5, 2018 at 11:05 AM UTC
What is the purpose of life?
Have you ever think about it?
Of course you do.
You want to be rich
You want to be a doctor, or actor
You want to travel the world
You want to rest your life with you mate
You want to do it to feel the happiness
The point is;
The purpose of life is to be happy.
Feb 2, 2018
Feb 2, 2018 at 8:16 AM UTC
Monday, December 1997
i don't know you
you don't know me
we never even meet
Saturday, Christmas 1999
in the park
i was alone
you was alone
i was busy with my book
you was busy with your dog
we don't even know, that day:
we breathe the same air
God knows.
Tuesday, September 2001
my aunty Linda was giving birth
your mom was sick
i have eye contact with a guy in that hospital
you have eye contact with a girl in that hospital
we don't know we're seeing each other before
God knows.
Friday, February 2006
heavy rain, i don't care, im sad, broke up with my boyfriend.
heavy rain, you don't care, you'd some work to do
i was slowly walking trough the rain, crying
you were fastly running trough the rain,
i seen you,
ran
and the world stop,
when that bus hit you
i came to you, still crying.
try to woke you up,
doesn't work.
Sunday, February 2006
i know your name, Alan
you don't know me
you open your eyes
you said, "what's your name?"
im Dee.
now you know my name.
you said "Thanks to save my life"
you smiled. i smiled
i thank to God.
he was opened his eyes
even for 6 hours before his died.
at least
He know my name.
God knows
Dec 12, 2017
Dec 12, 2017 at 7:18 AM UTC