Run away
Free yourself
Find a new you
Enjoy it
Hold on to it
Don't let no one disturb it
Love it
Cherish it
Don't run away from it
Anything is foreva , you just can't give up on it.
May 31, 2014
May 31, 2014 at 12:01 PM UTC
Could he not see myself sinking into despair after ever word he spoke
Could he not see the tears streaming down my face as I began to choke
He criticized and dehumanized me
His loose lips were never sweet
Why couldn't it be...
My face got pale and hands got weak
I could feel my body dropping to me knees
And as he continued to reveal his wicked hate
I feel my soul beginning to deteriorate...
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
In public we hate each other
But secretly we entertain each other
When the sun goes down our shift begins
During the day, I pretend
Like I'm so sick of men
When really I'm so quick to give in
I don't know why I act so shy
Maybe I like the chase
Though I do know, you like my taste
Nobody knows about our affairs
Except the stars in the midnight air
They light up when they see you worship my body
And the way you're built is so godly
That's probably how you got me
I don't mind this relation
I like it better than the feeling of temptation
Apr 29, 2014
Apr 29, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
My eyes are bruised
My pupils are black & blue
Sometimes i cut open my eyelids just to see the truth
I should be put in a mental institute
Because even with all this evidence
Im still evident ...
Self-harming just to get through
Each cut represents you
I lost hope in what to do
Where can i push this pain to ?
I know if i push it to you ,
You gonna continue to do
what you do
Im blind to whats happening
It is what it is exactly ...
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
He's rough around the edges
So I keep my heart protected
He says he loves me
But I have second guesses
He says "You're a Queen to me"
Then why is he mistreating me ?
In my eyes , hes a King to be
I treat him like peasantry
To see if he can handle me
I know im hard to please
Really I like the simple things
I wish I could maintain my mentality
Of being used to the casualties
Or the fact that he's blind to me
I would change drastically
But he's a man to me
So hopefully he can handle me
To conquer my insanity
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
She was a beautiful woman. She had a light complexion. She always smiled & had her head up. Never looked back she kept her focus ahead. She never hated nor envied. But her heart was so heavy. If you looked in her shadow you could see her story. She was drained. Her smiles were to cover her pain. She'd cry when it rained. She never looked back because too many knives were in it. Just from her rough start you could tell she was diminished. Her only hope was her finish. She popped one pain pill then got addicted. But nobody witnessed. Her heart was covered in stitches. She cant love , she got issues in commitment. When she felt low, she inhaled green to get lifted. But you would barely catch her in sun.
Her shadow was limited to none.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:05 PM UTC
At the end of the day when there's no one but me & you. When there's no light & just darkness. Underneath my makeup, I want you to be able to see the pain in my eyes. The tears stained on my cheeks. The broken words left on my lips. The hate in my heart & the loneliness of my soul. I want you to see the bags under my eyes from sleepless nights. Or the crying behind my laughs. I want you to be able to touch me without feeling like you have to fix me. But importantly, when I am fixed, I want to be the muse behind the freshness of your being...
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
I'm dripping blood.
you don't see it.
I can't stop this bleeding.
It hurts
I'm a **** up.
I'm a *******
I'm a bad soul.
I'm worthless.
Please don't give up.
I'm sorry.
You ask me what should you do.
I say.
Stay. No matter how hard it gets. Fight for me stand here with me. I hate the person that's inside of me.
But you bring the best out of me.
I'm scared.
Can't you see.
sighs
You are everything I want.
Apr 22, 2014
Apr 22, 2014 at 11:57 PM UTC
Can't i **** ....your ....Mind?
I promise to go deeper than anybody that came before me. If I give you the gift of mental stimulation , only thing I ask in return is your loyalty.
It's been a minute since you met somebody that wanted to get in your head before they wanted to feel the rest of you
It's been even longer since you fell in love with somebody before they fell in love with having *** with you. I want to see what you look like when you're naked . I want to be so deep and wide that you're willing to testify before god that with everybody else you let inside your walls , you must have been faking it.
When is the last time you had a conversational ******
The kind that has you redecorating my place while you're at work, picking out color schemes and floor patterns
Can we eat each other?
I want to swallow your dreams and quench your thirst for greatness with my motivation of your ambitions.
I want to feed your fears with my consistency. All I ask in return is that on your way home from work you stop and pick up some new positions.
Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 2:28 PM UTC
Stay.
Accept my imperfections.
I will do anything for you.
I need you.
I need your soul.
I need your mind.
I need your heart.
I need your pain.
I need your tears.
I need you next to me .
Why can't you forgive me for not letting go.
I forgave you for not holding on.
Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 10:23 AM UTC