Your smile makes my day
Your eyes, I can get lost in forever
Your lips, always wanting your kisses
Your voice is my new favorite song
Your face is something I look for in the crowds
How did it come to this?
Me being in love with you
Jun 7, 2020
Jun 7, 2020 at 2:21 AM UTC
I never knew it would come to this
Me loving you from afar
And you completely in love with her
But here I am in love with you
Knowing I can never have you
So I guess I'll just be here as your friend
Being here when you need me
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 12:17 AM UTC
I ask myself these questions
Every night because of you
Do you want to hear them?
Then again you wouldn't care
But here they are
"Am I not worth it?"
"Did my love mean so little to you?"
"Does your heart hurt too or is it just mine?"
"I must've been a second option"
"Did you ever even love me?"
Feb 22, 2020
Feb 22, 2020 at 2:11 AM UTC
This hurts and I can't put it into words
But all I know is you broke me
Through thick and thin you said
Yet you left me
Broken and bruised still loving you
Feb 19, 2020
Feb 19, 2020 at 10:50 PM UTC
I wish I could start over and go back
Back to June 10
When I first saw you
First talked to you
It was a magical moment
Meeting this beautiful person
But I ruined it
I'm sorry
Maybe if I wasn't this way things could be different
Maybe if you hadn't met me you wouldn't be hurting
But these what ifs aren't going to change anything
We don't get to start over
Feb 9, 2020
Feb 9, 2020 at 3:13 PM UTC
How could I mean so little to you?
Today you look at me as if I'm a stranger
Do our texting not mean anything?
Do us talking meant nothing?
Us spending time together just disappear?
But I guess this is the way life comes to
Even the closest people just become strangers all over again
Now I just have to pretend the last 8 months were nothing
I have to start all over again but how do I do that?
How do you go on so easily?
I guess I truly meant nothing
Jan 30, 2020
Jan 30, 2020 at 12:09 PM UTC
Words are stuck in my throat
It hurts having them there
I want them out
But I can't let them out
I have to bite my tongue
These words are ruthless
I'll keep quiet
Jan 3, 2020
Jan 3, 2020 at 10:51 PM UTC
I am not the moon
And you are not the stars
We are simply two beings in love
But our love is something so rare
The moon and stars are jealous
Dec 24, 2019
Dec 24, 2019 at 3:18 PM UTC
I'm trapped
I cant get out
I scream for help
'Help me!'
No one hears me
No one can see me
She laughs
I hear her
'You cant get out'
She sings
She won
The demon is out
Ready to create chaos
'Help me'
But they can't hear me
I'm trapped
Dec 8, 2019
Dec 8, 2019 at 11:07 PM UTC
My thoughts seem to be loud today
They're screaming
'Let me out'
But if they come out
Chaos would follow
I'm trying to hold them back
They're stronger
I don't know how much longer I can take
I should just give in
To their blood lust
To their anger
To their sadness
To their pain
Then maybe just maybe things will be better
Dec 1, 2019
Dec 1, 2019 at 3:48 AM UTC