I can't tell you how bad this hurts
I can't show you inside my broken mind
I tell you with the silence
I tell you with the scars
I tell you in all the ways words cannot
I scream, but no sound emits
Banging on the glass for no one to see me
I am here
I am begging
Someone save me
Sep 16, 2024
Sep 16, 2024 at 9:49 PM UTC
Fog glazed over my mind
Darkness crept into my heart
A pit as heavy as a stone in my gut
I knew you, or I thought I did
I felt you,
I saw you
I gave you all of me
Gone are the days of ease
Torn at the seams, I am coming undone
No more threads to hold all of me together
My lover, my love, my friend
A fragile heart caught in the storm of impenetrable grief
Stricken with the loss of a person I used to know
Damaged are the things we cannot repair
Gone are the days of good and well
Sep 16, 2024
Sep 16, 2024 at 9:46 PM UTC
Here I stand, naked before you, brave and unyielding,
All the tender parts of me exposed.
Like a tree, your roots dig deep, anchoring me to you.
I lay myself at your mercy—body, mind, and spirit.
Wrapped in your arms, I quietly implore,
Please, handle me with care
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 3:49 AM UTC
Mind in tune with harmonies of the dark
A moonless night
Stars shining bright beside velvet black sky
Gleaming in jealousy
How her beauty out shone their light
A sky full of stars
I’m only looking at her
Loving and longing to be loved
I fell for her
Mesmerized
I haven’t gotten up since
Oct 26, 2019
Oct 26, 2019 at 9:14 AM UTC
Sheltered by your warm embrace
I lie with you like I’ve died
When in fact I’ve never felt more alive
I watched as the moonlight danced upon your skin
Glistening under the starlight
I held you close,
I couldn’t help but think
The smell of you is simply intoxicating
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 2:03 AM UTC
It’s been nice getting to know you,
Waking up with you every morning,
Holding you while you cry,
Listening to you laugh,
We’ve known each other all this time,
And I’m sorry,
I just can’t believe that...
I’m only just now falling in love with you.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC
You just get me.
You are there for me,
Even when I hide away,
You find me.
Although be it strange,
You comfort me.
You are hard to let go of love,
Because even though you may be lonely,
At least you never leave me.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 1:39 AM UTC
I stood on the edge of sanity
Crippled with self doubt and inadequacy
Wondering what it would feel like to be free
Free from the heartache
Free from past mistakes that plague my body like a sickness immune to our technological advancements
Free from the obligation to be who they all wanted me to be...
I jumped today
Through the grey clouds that surrounded me
Falling faster I found my wings,
I learned what it meant to be free
I jumped today...
And I just wanted you to know, I survived.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 1:35 AM UTC
As the bright red hue of your taillights faded into the distance, I was reminded just how stupid it was to have worn my heart on my sleeve.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 1:32 AM UTC
Dear, no one...
-love always, Dasha
As if always isn’t a commitment?
I fear commitment like some fear the end of the world.
Perhaps, it is not committing I am afraid of,
But having someone change their mind.
Jun 28, 2019
Jun 28, 2019 at 1:30 AM UTC