I've never been a proper human
I've always felt wrong
My skin feels loose against my flesh
My voice vibrates wrongly in my throat
My brain shakes in this head
I've never learned how to walk normally
I just kind of run, but slowly?
Stuck.
I feel stuck on this planet
In a house with people I don't really know
With an uncertain future
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:39 AM UTC
I have forgotten how to be human
I keep searching everywhere
I've been asking everyone
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:25 AM UTC
I wish my eyes were the moon
And the stars would be freckled across my face with constellations
I'm jealous of the night
And your love for it
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:23 AM UTC
Strip me of these clothes
But my body has been stained
My soul is filthy
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:22 AM UTC
Maybe
If we ever get into an apocalypse
Or when we're under the wave of a tsunami
Some sort of life changing scenario
I'll tell you I love you
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:21 AM UTC
I've lived multiple lives
In multiple times
I've loved multiple people
I wake up every time
And I grieve them every day
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 6:20 AM UTC
When I feel something other than sadness
I'll go find some soft land
And I'll start digging
Dig, dig, dig
Straight to my sore spots
Down to the grief and misery
I'll open up tombs of events I've buried
And I'll coop myself up inside
Down, down, down
Maybe if I go deep enough, I'll get stuck
And I'll stay in
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:54 AM UTC
I talk about my future like it's something that already passed
I could have been something
I am still so young
But tomorrow is something unsure
Next week is terrifying
Would I even make it to the next year
So uncertain
Always
So uncertain
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:43 AM UTC
Always so exhausted
The moment I wake up
Even opening my eyes is tiring
Sitting up has spent all my energy
of which is supposed to be for the whole day
Why do I tire of counting sheep
Why does sleeping **** me
Apr 4
Apr 4, 2026 at 3:41 AM UTC