A heart and mind, so numb and frigid,
A love of darkness and desolation so rigid.
A past torn and disrupted,
A future ravaged and corrupted.
All that remains is a shadow...
No family, no friends,
Nor a chance to make ammends.
Every breath, an icy breeze,
Every word, unheard pleas.
All that remains is a shadow...
The world, an empty shell,
A silent curse, a lonely hell,
With vacant eyes, so crude, so vile,
And hatred that grows in the evil exile.
All that remains is a shadow...
Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 9:09 AM UTC
A pain so ruthless and cold,
A story of death untold.
In the face of loneliness and seclusion
He seeks the path of delusion.
Never near, never together,
A silhouette, a shadow forever,
For in his solitude he descended,
On a path of darkness that never ended.
A heart, once warm, now froze,
and its is wake an evil rose,
Desolation followed every stride,
The pain overpowered his pride.
The only light was his will
That never crumbled, just stood still,
And he couldn't decided, will or might,
As he was the shadow, he was the light.
Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 2:39 PM UTC
All alone I sit,
Waiting for the day,
When finally someone will come along,
And never walk away.
I cry myself to sleep,
As I think about the pain,
My heart is now silent,
I just think there's nothing left to gain.
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
That I just want to forget,
So I depart from the aching rest,
And a blade I soon will get.
A hurting heart,
And hidden scars,
I always wonder,
Why I am so far.
I' silent about the pain,
The depression,
And the strife,
Because no one seems to care,
So I drag the piercing knife.
Blood starts to spill,
Memories seem to flee,
And for one sweet instant moment,
I start to feel free.
I drag the blade again,
More blood gushing out,
The pain has taken over,
As I scream and shout.
Much time has passed,
The depression never left,
I feel isolated from joy,
Because no matter what... I can't forget.
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 8:31 AM UTC
This is a deception; it's a masquerade
You'll of course picture a cheerful parade
I'll fade from your memory; happy and smiling
Often laughing and most times beguiling
Take no note of my mask's crumbling surface
I lived through my life without any purpose
And I'll always stay trapped, inside of your mind
A guy, willingly helpful and foolishly kind
But behind the scenes, I'll cry myself to sleep
And this illusive image, of me I will keep
I've never held close, my family and friends
But you'll never know this, until the show ends
The show, it'll end suddenly; so that you may see
How quickly the world has changed without me
And I'll be left fading, from the people's mind
As they cherish every moment, of me left behind
I'll carefully fold and leave behind this note
Stained with tears and guilt; last one that I wrote
As you slowly reveal in it, the many reasons why
I finally decided it was time for my "goodbye"
You'll re-read it, you'll drop it and begin to cry
And you'll remain this girl, broken and shy
As my gentle words leave trails of tears engraved
You regret me being the one, that you could have saved
You'll uncover my pain; I was bruised and torn
As too many nights passed, I wished I wasn't born
Then you'll tear up, regret accepting my fate
You'll realise that we shared the same stupid hate
And in the distance, the wind chimes they'll sing
As the bitter Winter slowly fades to Spring
I'll stay captive, in a cage of reminiscence
As you embrace my fading image of innocence
So I closed my eyes, I died weak but brave
And I know that someday, you'll stand upon my grave
And the Autumn leaves, they'll whisper my name
As you gently bow down, your head in shame
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 8:30 AM UTC