What's the point in eating if everything is bland and sounds gross?
What's the point in trying if no one cares?
What's the point in loving if they don't feel the same?
What's the point in following the rules if you still get in trouble?
What's the point In preparing for activities if they're going to be canceled?
What's the point in caring if you're only going to get hurt?
What's the point in living if no one would miss you if you died?
Jun 23, 2017
Jun 23, 2017 at 7:14 PM UTC
"I love you"
"Yeah"
And with that simple exchange you've ripped my heart out
Jun 23, 2017
Jun 23, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
You
You drive me nuts
All I can do is think of you
And how you so easily control me
I pride myself on being independent
But all you do is look at me
And craving your control
I become yours
Craving your hand on my throat
Your marks on my body
The immobility from your control
Your body pressed against me
I must feel your bite on my skin
You pulling my hair
Your hands roaming my body
Your breath on my chest
I must hear you say "mine"
The quit sound of undoing my bra
Your sigh of approval as you look at me
Your breathing next to my ear
I must see you smile at me
The pride in your face for having me
The relaxed version of you
The controlling you
You make me crazy
But I'm addicted
I must have more
You
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 7:57 AM UTC
Love
It's a strange feeling
It makes you do funny things
It makes you risk missing work
because they are sick and need comfort
It makes you stay up late
because they need to talk about stress at work
It makes you smile
because a friend said that name
It makes you change your life
because you want them to love you too
It's a strange feeling
It makes you do crazy things
Love
Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 2:53 PM UTC
"Smile!"
"One big happy family!"
"Pretend you love each other!"
These cheery phrases
Repeated over and over
As family portraits are taken
They all sound harmless
Until you think about them
Think about what they mean
Raised in a Catholic family
Taught that lying is wrong
Yet you tell me
"Pretend you love each other!"
This family is not happy
This family is full of
Hate, pain and sorrow
Yet here we are
One big happy family
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 8:34 PM UTC
Here I am
Curled up enveloped in nausea
Shivering from a fever on your couch
Tears in my eyes
There you are
The concern in your eyes
Running your fingers through my hair
Trying to help me relax
It wasn't the perfect moment
But it was wonderful just the same
It was a glimpse into a life with you
And I hope I get to have more
Little imperfect moments with you
Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
How fast I'm falling for you
How much I think about you
How much just seeing you affects my mood
It scares me
Jun 19, 2016
Jun 19, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
We've talked about staying together
We've talked about getting married
We've talked about kids
He's asked my ring size
He's asked about my tasted in jewlery
He's asked who I'm close to
I told him I love him
I told him it all sounds perfect
I told him I can't wait
But I haven't told him I'm scared
Scared he'll change his mind
Scared of change
Scared of the future
Scared it'll all fall apart
He wants to propose
I want to stall
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 10:34 PM UTC
My mind is always working
Thinking
Analyzing
It won't stop
It won't slow down
Then you kiss me
And my mind goes blank
No thoughts remain
And it's amazing
Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 5:45 PM UTC