It was 10 in the morning.
My eyes couldn't tell the difference it made,
as I walked down the aisle with daisies in my hands.
She was beautiful this summer,
like every other summers she's witnessed.
My prying little hands,
like the fallen leaves caressing
the Earth's dirt along the pathway
couldn't stay off her delicate body
as she was clothed in a foil like garment.
A thousand kind of silence
crushed the earth like that which occurs
before a Zen monk writes his last haiku
leaving a cryptic message to his loved ones.
The wind carried the aura
of death or what was left of it;
one of the thousand kinds of silence,
a wake of pain, sadnees and defeat,
like Mr Muzat whenever he trims
the garden placed beside the cemetry.
As I stood under the Cypress tree,
I placed my ears on her grave, waiting.
Waiting to hear her scold me one last time,
about my undone shoe laces,
unkept hair and improperly knotted tie.
But all she muttered was one
of the thousand kinds of silence,
one fitting of her,
one fitting the tear drizzled grass.
It's 10 in the morning,
my eyes still can't tell the difference;
just the silence it makes.
Apr 6, 2022
Apr 6, 2022 at 3:04 PM UTC
The wind is beautiful this morning
Awesome and soothing before my body
relaxing like the sights of the water lilies
embalmed with nature's aura
marinaded in the helms of the valley
defiling the sanctuary of my mind
I let this beauty envelope my very being
as I hang on to the very last straw grasping for air
like a desperate baby clutching on to a candy
Holding on to the very notes from unsung pipes
gliding through the very surface of the sun
dancing to the beats of these symphony
this orchestra, peace for my troubled heart
beauty for my broken soul
I let myself swim in the parfum inhaling every essence
as I watch the wonders heal my soul
I beheld the tranquil touch my heart yearned for
as I let peace conquer my anxiety
Feb 6, 2022
Feb 6, 2022 at 3:50 PM UTC
What's happened to the stars in the sky
Are these the lifeless nights
where the stars choose to be silent
Is this the night poets write of
one with absent stars and hopeless hope
A might filled with darkness so gross
Where the strongest fright
at the sight of shadows
and the notes of singing owls
And beauty speaks less
than the shadows that surrounds it
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 9:39 AM UTC
It hurts everytime
I see your face
The pain
Of not having you
Engulfs me
Like the clouds
And they are beautiful
This morning
Caught up in the sky
Like my feelings for you
A relic of memories
I'm willing to let go
This squirrel
Can't have this nut
Cause it's already taken
Feb 14, 2021
Feb 14, 2021 at 8:18 AM UTC
An ocean of blue waters
Salted with my feelings
Filled by a drop of joy
Or a drum of sadness
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 2:52 AM UTC
When the sun comes out
We don't lose hope in the moon
Mother nature's time is the best
Aug 18, 2020
Aug 18, 2020 at 6:44 PM UTC
Addictions are like
Comfy jail cells
With games, food
and everything necessary.
You find no reason
To get out of it
Even with it's doors wide open
So you just sit right there
Until time runs out and it's doors Are shut permanently.
Jul 23, 2020
Jul 23, 2020 at 11:46 AM UTC
I claim to be strong
But in my weakness
lies the strength
I do not have
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 6:48 AM UTC
Tell her
You've missed her
Just as the earth misses the sun
At nightfall even as she falls
Into your warm embrace
Tell her
You'll hold hands with her
And walk down the streets in the past, present and future
As time tells in all its clock work
Tell her
She's the nutcracker
That drives you nuts
Breaking a smile into your face
With just a glance at her beautiful face
Tell her
She is
The one you've longed to be with
The one in which you find your whole
Tell her
This was meant to be
May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 3:51 PM UTC
...
It's so easy not to be yourself
Just lock the real you in the closet with the lights turned off
Keep a monster in there
To keep him company
Scare the **** out of him
To leave him spineless; then,
Drink the paints dry
And watch the colours of the rainbow change
..
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 5:30 PM UTC
