In the beginning
There was no end
My diamond in the rough
We were tough
I cannot deny
I sometimes miss
Your touch
Text messages
Blissful kisses
Intimate nights
Deep conversations
And endless lust
I cannot deny
The heartbreak
Staying awake
Never ending tears
Fear
Broken trust
Only then I realize
All beginnings
Come to an
End
Apr 17, 2019
Apr 17, 2019 at 7:18 AM UTC
I am me
That’s all I can be
Your validation and theirs
Is not important to me
Everyone has an opinion
Of what they feel
Or think they know of ME
But the reality
Will have you shook
See I’m no open book
Hell no you can’t take a look
I am not a drug
Used and abused
For your own amuse
You stand to lose
I suffer from my own headaches
Mistakes and heartbreaks
Far from fake
I’m just awake
Ha Ha Ha Haaaaa
Yeah I made the mistake
Letting down my guard
Proving **** to a wall
Never again will I fall
Nah I ain’t no saint
But I stand tall through it all
Timeless aggression
Black butterfly has learned a lesson
She is no more
Like an eagle I soar
I owe it to my children
Peace and tranquility
So to all who speak of ME
Spill what you feel
And bash me at will
Only the children I bore will know
My love is real
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 2:53 AM UTC
Hard to move on
Temptation way to strong
Emotions flood my mind
Taking all of my time
These feelings can’t be mine
Yet I sit here
Writing line after line
Trying to reassure myself
That my decision was sound
Should I
Risk it all
Last call
This love is a demon
A drug I’m weaning
These thoughts keep screaming
Shut up
I don’t want to be feening
Watching my goals unfold
Is costing me my soul
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 10:31 PM UTC
This is me
I like lonely
Lonely and free
No stress
No mess
Just depressed
But
Time heals every mess
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 3:59 PM UTC
When the darkness compels me
She is the light that unveils me
Patient and kind
She is mine
Oh so forgiving
It’s somewhat chilling
She loves me
When no one is willing
Heart so pure
That I am sure
Taking my breath away
Each and everyday
She knows me
More than I can say
Made just for me
She is where I want to be
She is me
Jan 13, 2019
Jan 13, 2019 at 12:51 AM UTC
If I died today
What would they play
Well I wanna hear Amazing Grace
Let my children play
For this is a happy day
My time has come
All wounds undone
Forgive me for my wrong
Let the time go on
Love peace and joy
Let us rejoice
Happy and free
This is where im meant to be
Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 2:48 AM UTC
I am impatient
Exasperated
Reaching my destination
So many limitations
This ain’t no vacation
Time is perpetual
Feel what I’m saying
This vessel is evanescent
Man I learned my lesson
Where the **** is my progression
**** didn’t get the message
Progression is not of the essence
Listen at your discretion
This is my speculation
No need for susceptibility
Condemned before nativity
This world is in captivity
Brainwashed and oblivious
Under their supremacy
Never finding tranquility
Just another annuity
Contradicted delusions
Man I just might lose it
Into the abyss
Nah I don’t wanna be missed
My words are amidst
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 4:36 PM UTC
Never am I safe
A tainted disgrace
Trying to find my place, in this empty space
Conceal my fear, don’t let it get near
Victim of oppression
Hella deep depression
Secrete my soul, let my story be told
Here I am, I am here, I AM HERE
Hear my cries
Save me from my disguise
Black butterflies float across the skies
Oh how I wish it was me
Happy and care free
Words I cannot speak
This is not for the weak
But something tells me
speak babe speak
Hold on I can’t breath
Perturbation I’m on my knees
Never at ease
Still I persevere
Drink me a beer
No tears shed here
Black butterflies float across the skies
Liberated
No need for disguise
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 9:22 AM UTC