Did you forget?
Your failing to see
My powers go way beyond you
They reside in me
I am the all knowing
I hear what your thinking
I see what your dreaming
I can feel your conscious beating
Did you forget?
Your failing to see
I can see everything going on
behind the scenes
My words are extremely powerful
My love has the potential to devour you
My wrath not to be reckoned with
So Listen closely as I beckon this
Do not forget
Never fail to see
Your lies will never get past me
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 3:13 PM UTC
Leave me alone
Stop asking me to talk
I don’t wanna face up to the problems that I’ve done so well to ignore
Just let me be with the thoughts in my head
I’m still here aren’t I? I Haven’t killed myself yet
Take a step back and let me deal with this the way I know how
There is nothing you can do to help when I’m feeling this run down
The truth is I’ll never really let you know what’s lurking underneath
I’ll never spill the demons that I’ve buried deep
I am myself a haunted house built from past troubles and tribulations
All my fear and darkness make up my foundations
Dec 19, 2017
Dec 19, 2017 at 6:08 AM UTC
You don't owe anyone any explanations
It's your life to live, live it with no hesitation
Follow your heart and listen to your instincts
believe in your dreams and you will go the distance
Dance to the beat of your own drum
Never need to rely on anyone
You are all that you need
to get to where you want to be
Love yourself
Set yourself free
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 5:17 PM UTC
You've been through so much.
Them boys lost all your trust.
Let me be your 'pick me up'.
I'll try my hardest not to rush.
Your eyes show me all your shame, your pain.
Your words show me all your pain, your shame.
Your heart wasn't there cuz its broke, so broke.
I can fix that, I will fix that, let me fix the broken pieces babe.
If I have ever gave you a reason to doubt.
Let me show you How loud my heart can honestly shout.
Cuz when im around you that's all it'll ever do.
I knew from the very first day I'd only want you.
You are so strong.
But around me you get so weak.
All I see is gold.
Took a peek inside your soul.
But your eyes are filled with shame, your pain.
And your words are filled with pain, your shame.
I have found your heart, its fixed so fixed.
Told you I'd do it, yes I did it, yes I did it, did it all for you.
If I have ever gave you a reason to doubt.
Let me show you How loud my heart can honestly shout.
Cuz when im around you that's all it'll ever do.
I knew from the very first day I'd only want you.
Nov 21, 2017
Nov 21, 2017 at 5:57 PM UTC
I look around me and what do I see?
Anger
Love
Hatred
Positivity
It's a whirlwind of emotions I pick up as I walk out the door
I feel everything you do... and more
Sometimes I confuse your emotions for mine
Sometimes days I do just fine
I can loose control and let my thoughts get to me
Then I'll act out regrettably
When your smiling to my face I hear what you are thinking
I can tell when your smile means your sinking
It's part of who I am
And this is how I roll
I can't help it if I can see the secrets in your soul
Nov 19, 2017
Nov 19, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
Your moods are so unpredictable
Your life is so beautifully miserable
So long as no one sees behind the closed doors
Where lies the cracks and the flaws
So long as you never look the fool
So long as your life always looks beautiful
The consequences to your actions leave a mess so critical
If only you could be truthful
If only you could see past beautiful
The pressure is mounting up
Your holding onto the strings of everything you love
There's no harm in being the fool
Let your flaws be your fuel
Give in to the idea of what is beautiful
Find the ugly truth inside your soul
Embrace it and take back control
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 3:48 PM UTC
Tonight I might not wash my face
Or brush my teeth
Tomorrow I might stay in bed
Not eat breakfast
And just eat dinner instead
I'll turn off my phone
And close all the doors
Keep the windows shut
Sleep half the day
And spend the night awake
I'll feel useless
*****
Depressed
Finally
The next day
I'll open the curtains
Turn on my phone
Let the fresh air
Mixed with rain
Rush in
I'll clean up
Shower
And eat
I'm still depressed
Yet I'm a bit over it
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 2:16 PM UTC
I warned that you that my head was too dark of a space to enter
I told you I'm a **** up - right down to my centre
I warned you that I am broken
Emotionally and mentally, I'm a burden
I guess that's why everything is all about me
I have these impulsive tendencies
If I feel fear or doubt
I lash out
I won't hang about
I'll speak in the moment
These impulses make me this poet
I find it hard to say what I feel
So I write it down before the ****
I warned you that I am a **** up
In my mind there is no letup
I told you I see things differently
Tis why I am eternally lonely
Nov 14, 2017
Nov 14, 2017 at 1:52 PM UTC
I smoke **** just like you.
Money gives me greed just like you.
******* makes me wonder just like you.
My parents kicked me out when i was 17 just like you.
I died inside when i turned 13 just like you.
I saw life for what it was a 7 just like you.
I want to die everyday just like you.
I think about killing myself just ljke you.
I don't like money just like you.
I love the moon just like you.
I love the idea of love just like you.
Most important im not alone, just like you.
Nov 8, 2017
Nov 8, 2017 at 5:21 PM UTC
What if life was played in fast forward?
Would you look more, out the window?
See the buildings, the missing trees?
The colors changed, painted in steel?
Focus on folds, beneath your cheeks?
Spend time with the once, called lonely?
What if life was played in reverse?
Would you redo things, differently?
Experience reality?
Change your lack of identity?
Free your mind of not feeling free?
Rethink responsibilities?
What if life was paused?
Would you be doing, what you are doing right now?
What is the first thing that comes to mind?
What about the colors on your brush?
Do you think that they are enough?
Are you still on the right track?
What if life had to be lonely?
Would you use your voice to speak?
Is there a reason to listen?
What rules would you want to create?
Would you understand heartbreak?
Would you bother to hit replay?
Either way we all reach the end.
But we write separate screenplays.
Decide our fate and how we blend.
And how we fast forward our days.
Hopefully we are not the same.
Get to use our voice and listen.
To lose ourselves would be a shame.
Or to move forward, not driven.
Remember, your life is in play.
And should not be thrown away.
Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 5:55 PM UTC