And for now it seems like things are well
Thats the lie that time will tell
Bundle up
Enjoy the warmth
Inhale
The calm before the storm
Jan 6
Jan 6, 2026 at 3:16 PM UTC
the road is long
and i am tired
years without respite
hope no longer carries the feet
i am beginning to sink
already drowning
staring at the surface
as i invite the water to fill my lungs
they don’t tell you how peaceful it is
Nov 19, 2024
Nov 19, 2024 at 2:44 AM UTC
she said jesus brought the spring
that she’ll teach me how to pray
but lord knows what I’ve seen
there is no heaven on the way
Nov 8, 2024
Nov 8, 2024 at 8:25 PM UTC
sweet followed by bitter
always with a price
i’ll stay on the sidelines
never live a life
steady as it comes
same the way it goes
something about a high
goes hand and hand with lows
how do i or you or them
decide what stays or goes
do we begin enveloped
with our fate enclosed
can we choose?
can we change?
is it worth the squeeze?
i stood up to life
it brought me to my knees
Aug 29, 2024
Aug 29, 2024 at 7:10 AM UTC
Heavy eyelids
Restless soul
The chase seems to have no end
Road to take determines
What’s around the bend
Circles have been etched
Deep into the mind
Round about once more
Habit has confined
Only I can save me
Only from myself
Few more miles this direction
Is my highway to hell
Aug 21, 2024
Aug 21, 2024 at 4:05 AM UTC
I didn’t do the dishes
Then I didn’t brush my teeth
Forgot to drain the tub
Stale water sat for weeks
I didnt take the trash out
Bags across the floor
Couldn’t bring myself to anything
Couldnt take it anymore
How *****
How disgusting
How ugly can you get
I’d rot out of existence
Just to get out of this mess
Aug 14, 2024
Aug 14, 2024 at 3:20 AM UTC
beautiful the different greys
each it’s own flavor of melancholy
delicious
my mouth waters to know their blues
hear their cries
feel their pain
to know we are the same
Aug 14, 2024
Aug 14, 2024 at 3:03 AM UTC
swiftly do the thoughts creep
steady is their pace
march along to hit chords wrong
unruly and disgraced
vile creatures tip toe
purpose all aligned
danger for my cuticles
poison for my mind
Aug 14, 2024
Aug 14, 2024 at 2:51 AM UTC
Night is young
I am weak
These thoughts are not the first to speak
Drown them out
Slur their speech
Put them there
Just out of reach
Jul 12, 2024
Jul 12, 2024 at 5:10 AM UTC
If I could sleep until tomorrow
Then I’d be fine
But I couldn't be bothered
The way today is designed
Too pish
Too posh
Too easy to slip
Right back to dreamland is my only wish
May 21, 2024
May 21, 2024 at 6:32 PM UTC