Everyone's getting drunk
I'm getting sick of it
Calling each other
@ so n so
Like they really gettin used to it
I could talk about my heart
But I've already been through all this
Who's really gonna listen to a girl
Who's souls’ been through the worst of ****
& what's worse is, yet
Have I spoken on how bad it's been
Learned to keep my distance, even from my closest kin
Demeanor’s embedded, loyalty nothing like you expected
Raised myself, all alone, I never been big on affection
I’m never comfortable in a room unless I can see all the exits
Grandfather told me young, being misunderstood was a blessing.
If you’re pretty, now you’re dumb, & they don’t even expect it..
When they start talkin reckless make sure that you’re checkin
Who not sayin much, and who just walked into confession
The realest ones won’t ever speak in new presence
the weakest of minds go the hardest when flexing
When u listen long enough, they repeat the same sentence
No luck with trust, the word alone ****** stress me
If mom came home we called is a blessing
Father was African, that was our only connection
Life was never easy, even with a privileged complexion
We tried to raise eachother but they gave us no direction
Now our mindset stuck on nothing
But money ******* and clubing
And if a sacrifice could save us
Then why did **** get this way since Jesus?
I can't even trust in any preachers
God give me a sign cause I need you
I've been walk towards the light
But it's hard not to trip
Nov 29, 2019
Nov 29, 2019 at 5:13 PM UTC
Having you on my mind is driving me crazy
Not the heart broken kind but the kind that got me smokin alone lately
See when I think about what we went through
There’s a void when I remember you
I think my soul only sees souls
but I never got that close to you
I know I sweep in like a storm
And I know you’ve been broken lately
That’s why I left easy
I noticed your suffering daily
I just thought maybe I’d help make you feel alive again
I recognize that sad and hurt in you, for I have been
I just needed you to be stronger baby
To give in and not give up on maybes
Didn’t you think I’d be worth it,
Or was it,
All just the way you would word it
See I think we get what we deserve
What do you wish for when you get hurt?
Cause I’ve never actually seen you frown
Oh but darling, how many times I’ve watched you drown.
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
You never let me see your pain
That's why the music is where you feel safe to say
How much you love me
Or through your eyes
How you cut me
Into three
Two for you one for me
One for your music one for your company
I'm use to the pain
But not the gluttony
Bite into me
Your demons fit right into me
With every piece you steal from me
But eat my darling
Just save the last slice for me
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 7:02 PM UTC
Perfectly patient or patiently perfect,
Any way you would word it
The waiting seemed worth it
Perfectly believable
Or unbelievably perfect
Was it really that worth it
Or was it the way you would word it
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 12:27 AM UTC
They got my life under a looking glass
Funny, cause there's so much they're looking past
Out in the cold, got me questioning "where my riders at?"
But pull up to a party
& ain't it funny how the car is packed..
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 4:48 PM UTC
We've made it this far but where's the progress
We preach about love
But we embody a darkness
The angels of gods stress
Can't even imagine what he thinks while he watches
Like please god don't let this be my last test
I'll change I swear
Like I ain't say that the last test
Like I didn't just clean my hands from my last mess
But if you hear me out dear lord I can promise
I'll bow down to you
I'll Give my heart and soul to you
You own my body but my mind
Father I condone to you
I'll lower my crown, I owe my thrown to you
If you accept me father
I'm coming home to you
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 2:15 PM UTC
You'll always get the best of me
even when there's not a
**** thing
left
in me.
Nov 7, 2016
Nov 7, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
Wake me up when we are free
When we've mastered stability
A true unity
An honest gathering with out the eulogy
Wake me up when it's just you n me
Steadily
Workin towards infinity
Be true to me
Say them vows to me
Show me what you believe
And if you ever let me go
I hope it's to hold on to our legacy
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 1:59 AM UTC
*the boy who cried wolf,
you scream your false claims
she won't believe you when you finally mean it,
you spell 'wolf' and 'love' the same//*
Aug 12, 2016
Aug 12, 2016 at 8:43 PM UTC
I always tried to pull you up,
always tried to help you breathe.
but I knew you didn't really have a choice when you said you had to leave.
the problem with us;
the problem that arose with anyone I had ever chosen
was that you were another pond;
but I had always been the ocean.
(you couldn't help but drown) //
Aug 1, 2016
Aug 1, 2016 at 4:12 PM UTC