There is rumours of a dominant emotion
a emotion that we all face
that spreads from ocean to ocean
and is prominent in our entire race
unknowingly hiding on your face
A emotion unexplained by science
but known so well by each of it's clients
so well infact that all they weep is silence
An emotion that will remain a mystery
won't be summarised by sadness, pity, or misery
and will continue on, in our soon to be history
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 10:13 PM UTC
Forever alone in all that I do
no matter what I force myself into
stuck in a maze with no way through
Lost in a vast, blank open world
afraid of myself and the things lurking inside of me
knowing exactly why I'm the shadow of society
Why I'm cast away from societies grasp, and into the unknown
as rotten flesh is ripped clean from bone
and why I deserve to be stuck here
isolated and on my own
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 11:35 PM UTC
Sometimes in life, there are ups and there are downs
some things can make you as happy as a clown
while another thing can bring you straight down
and force you to parade around
with a fat, unpleasant frown
But such is life
and such are feelings
sometimes they'll string us up as high as the ceiling
but also bring us down so low with no clear meaning
but, through our life we must remember
that these unatural feelings won't last forever
Aug 12, 2018
Aug 12, 2018 at 11:16 PM UTC
There is a misconception on my shelf
that appears when the shelves are overthrown with dust
dust drawn out by time, a misconception drawn out by lies
a misconception seen with half an eye
a single devil in disguise
Coming back when I least expect it
to take it's share from my mind
to unravel my life, to make me blind
and to forget everything i've done
to forget it all and to leave it behind
There will always be a misconception on my shelf
there with the single purpose
to erase and hide my true self
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 10:43 PM UTC
I live in a house with many doors
doors that each lead to a plane inhabited by unknown creatures
thousands of monsters of the unknown
I make sure that each and every door is shut
to keep all those forbidden monsters away
Every now and then I hear knocking at my door
from a single monster
who I simply learn to forget and ignore
Because I am aware of the monster and his tricks
and know better then to let one in
because if you let a monster in
The monster will never get out
It's much better to tolerate a headache or two
then to spend an entirnity with a monster
who only wants to stay with you
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 10:36 PM UTC
Instincts,
they follow me everywhere I go
everything that I do
my instincts always end up seeping through
When I'm at the supermarket
Instincts,
surround me and won't go away
and string me up onto full display
When I'm at school
Instincts,
tunnel my vision and muffle my words
and fearfully shove me into the herd
When I'm at home
I let my Instincts run loose
let them force me into recluse
and continue to self-induce
Instincts climbing all into my head
Instincts all around, widespread
Instincts that live off of self-abuse
Instincts that make me seek solitude in a freshly tied noose.
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 10:23 PM UTC
Everywhere I look
I see people hiding from me
and all I can do Is walk away, carefree
but I can't forget what I see.
Everyday I watch
as people hide away from the rising sun
all dawning their masks one by one
as their day as a stranger has just begun
Everybody I see
hides away from themselves
puts their pride up on the shelf
as they go through the day as their former self
Everything I do
to help them live ideally
to live life without a mask, freely
Everytime I wish
hat they could follow their dreams
that they could be keep their esteem
to get the same future given to me
and to let them them fly free
and be whom they truly are
to be who they want to be
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 10:20 PM UTC
Every morning I wake to the warm sun.
greeting me with its warm embrace,
Letting me bathe in its rays of sunshine,
washing away my somber moodlets.
I play in the sun all day and have so much fun,
Wanting this intimacy to last forever,
at least for the rest of the day.
When the sun sets I begin to weep.
But then I remember it will rise yet again,
and, sooner or later I forget my sorrows.
And await the next morning where i'll see the next sunrise,
Tomorrow.
Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 10:13 PM UTC