Insanity is not the isolation we suggest it is
Insanity is not happy smiles in dark places
Insanity is not happy smiles
Insanity is never happy smiles
Insanity is not the product of falseness
Or abandonment or anything man made
Insanity is not what we perceive
Insanity is not an mask behind the truth
Insanity is the truth
Insanity is complex
Insanity is the most real thing you may never experience
Insanity is a blank face , expressionless , emotionless , empty
Insanity is the silent screams in the light places
Insanity is the feeling of the earth crushing you in its every breath
Insanity is beautiful. Something to savor.
Insanity is not selfish
It is not greed
It is not false hope
It is not war
It is not hunger
That is reserved for the real world
While i enjoy my house of madness
We’re not abandoned here
We’re free
Mar 30, 2019
Mar 30, 2019 at 5:18 PM UTC
I wanted to die today
but, of course
your perfect plastic deceit
encapsulates my young, fragile mind
into small sharp shards of hollow hopes
from which you demand I draw blood
I bleed shame in the shape of tears and letters on a screen
which, of course I will never dare to send.
Do as I say, not as I do
I would never fit my innocence into a sin so large,
A sin that I kept adding fuel to
as its fire was my serenity
please, I beg, do not blame me
the silence was too welcoming
the dark curiosities entered
I was face to face with my demons
You did not take me to a safe place
You simply covered my eyes
And held a blade to my throat
Out of sight, out of mind
They’re still in my head,
But now I have no choice but to trust you
Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 5:01 PM UTC
chaining myself down is not encouragement
forcing me by the hand is not motivation
direction is not inspiration
honesty is not a policy
i'm honestly, not okay
please
stop the screaming
use a led ship the side of a button
it'll sail through the abandoned mind
looking for a lighthouse
but there is no light in this house
the doors have been locked for years
i locked them
don't let the monsters in
i didn't realise i was the monster
isolation is not safety
i'm not safe inside my head
a ship has found me
offers me sleep
and i'm tired
my head hasn't rested in days
the ship enters me and i fall asleep.
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 12:54 PM UTC