He was my rock
He loved me for me
And just because of jealousy
I lost him
He was my missing piece
He completed me
Yet I still felt empty
I felt like he loved somebody else
I guess I now know why he left me
He was giving me all he had
All a man could ever have
And all a girl could ever dream of
................................. And I was just too greedy
Feb 2, 2016
Feb 2, 2016 at 8:08 PM UTC
It happened that night, Friday
He finally broke his silence,
He spoke of us being too different
Too different to be meant for each other
Two different kinds of peas, to Unalike to fit in one pod
He didn't speak of his life being to low to compare to mine
His lips didn't have to say it
His gaze said enough
His eyes told his story of unhappiness
His distance showed me his new found direction
Away from this relationship
I tried to prevent him from leaving, but all my efforts proved futile
He no longer wanted to conversate
Neither did he have intentions to negotiate
He didn't want to work it out
He didn't even try
After that moment
I sat with a fixed gaze into realms beyond my own understanding
Reaching miles of strange feelings
That soft mushy feeling had dissolved
And his name no longer gave me chills
Deleting his pictures and contacts was effortlessly done
Thats when it hit me
We were over
We had fallen love
Feb 28, 2015
Feb 28, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC
I want to cry
And fall apart
But I must be a brave soldier
And silence my heart
Oct 31, 2014
Oct 31, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC
I'm in love with someone's daughter
living in the shards of a broken home
Cutting herself on two year-old letters
These are moments she can't fake;
reasons to feel alone
So used to abuse, her tears start to shake
I hold her close as her head starts to ache
"I love you too much,
so I can't let your heart break."
She said, "I know you love me,
but you've made a mistake."
I never meant for anyone to be my pulse.
I promise not to step on your feet
if you teach me how to waltz.
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 4:11 PM UTC
The reflection in your eyes
Like a mirror to my lost soul
The depths truly astound me
Nowhere to go
But deep into your poetry
Where I can feel your misery
The beginning of your love
The mask you hide behind
But OH!
The beauty I can find
Within your words so clearly defined
Much love, hurt, pain and sadness
We are one of a kind
Filled with joy and madness
Your flows speak to me
Your rhymes tell me your story
With each stanza the truth is revealed
How you feel
And the pain you hide
I want to see what's behind
The mask covering your eyes
The truth of your disguise
Your words told me your story
Now I wanna see the face of that poetry
**** you look beautiful to me**
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
I cherish every second that I spend with you, no matter what it is
Driving here and there
Working on boards
Bumping into each other as we walk down the street
Shopping for lunch
Planning an event or holding you in my arms
That's my favorite thing to do
I look forward to spending the rest of my life with you, but for now I will just cherish all the time I can steal! I love you baby!
Sep 12, 2014
Sep 12, 2014 at 4:18 PM UTC
And he lay down
To sleep until clocks ran out
Of time to tick away,
And he slept through
Endless waves of storms,
Soaking his mattress but never his skin,
And he made sure to pull
On all the loose frays that
Held his sloppily stitched shut eyes
Tight and forever binding.
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC
I'm wearing your sweatshirt to sleep again
I'm under my own roof and it makes me feel more at home
I've bitten my nails until they bleed
But when I hold your hand, everything seems to heal
I can't undo the tangles in my hair
But you trace your fingers down my arm and every one of my thoughts becomes unwinded and untangled before you
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC