The world feels strange, cold, and distant
a million miles away with no intent to stay
Th world feels cloudy, fuzzy, and intrusive
Aggravated and agitated
Tired and restless
moving too quick yet frustratingly slow
The heart beat of the earth comes and goes
Waves splash and retract
Building back together after falling apart
I stare vacantly at the ocean a piece of art
Emitting vibrations like ancient wind chimes
Reconstruction as my mind rewinds
It’s strange how your view of the world will shift and change
Molded to fit a standard that’s been prearranged
Strange how your values twist and contort
No longer a decision but a last resort
Jun 3, 2021
Jun 3, 2021 at 10:26 PM UTC
I'm floating above and watching
when did the sky darken?
when did I stop paying attention?
when will I come back down?
Apr 17, 2020
Apr 17, 2020 at 8:54 PM UTC
My pretty little bumble bees
Follow be around
Somewhere close by
they are always found
They never stray
Even when I die
My body put to lay
My pretty little bumble bees
Will watch me decay
Not for the right reasons
part of me believes
Grief comes in seasons
But for them it won’t
They committed treason
Their loyalty set in the security I provide
Not in who I am deep inside
I treated them well
But even I know
I never really liked them
They were just for show
So go love a different flower
Sniff some different trees
I wish you all the best
My pretty little bumble bees
Jan 28, 2020
Jan 28, 2020 at 8:51 PM UTC
It’s dark- but for now it’s light
I blame it on the lightning strike
It flashes so big and oh so bright
Then all at once it’s out of sight
Oct 4, 2019
Oct 4, 2019 at 8:59 PM UTC
How did Emily Dickinson do it
Make her poems sound so natural
Did it come to her like breathing
Or like a craft she had to master
A life in solitude but a life with a head full of tragic poetry u amaze me you crazy elegant catastrophe
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 1:56 AM UTC
my birthday is just days away
but I really wish it wasn't
I want to wrap it up like a present that I want to open but mustn't
I just want it to stay where it is
like a heavy stone in a rapid river that never drifts
and in another season when I'm ready i'll open up my gift
Jul 31, 2019
Jul 31, 2019 at 9:37 PM UTC
I hate her
I hate how she’s a clumsy bubbling river of awkward
I hate how she’s so overweight and entitled
I hate how she’s so overrated and so hated
I hate how she doesn’t listen and is so defensive and hateful
Her nose is so long and covered in acne
She’s let herself go at just thirteen
Being around her is just depressing
I don’t want her in my life
But every time I try I’m too scared
But most of all I hate how she’s me
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 4:50 PM UTC
when you spin
the world spins too
a swirly mess of colors and hues
vibrant blues and greens that dance across a stage
long silk ribbons of blonde hair cry out from their cage
yellow pearls sprinkled on a green blurry mass
“slow down” screams the landscape
“can’t” you laugh “ I’m going too fast!”
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 1:10 AM UTC
Come with me
Come leave the world behind to the people that can save it
Why endure this any longer when we can’t change it
Why do we continue to weigh it down with our mediocre livings
Fly high
Fly far
Where you can love who you are
Jun 7, 2019
Jun 7, 2019 at 3:50 PM UTC
Remember back when we were friends
It seems so long ago
You have moved on and I have sorrow
I wish we didn’t have so many loose ends
I want to see your name on my phone
I’m tired of being empty and alone
Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 7:35 PM UTC