A bittersweet ache
Drowning in past memories
What a bleak longing
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 7:46 PM UTC
She once lay here,
I didn't say goodbye
Filled with grief,
I barely survived.
She appeared in my dream,
It was almost real
When I woke,
I couldn't breathe.
They asked how She was,
I didn't react
Dazed,
I was empty
She left me her favorite dress,
I wore it
Like a shield,
I felt invincible.
In my memories,
She's alive,
I can breathe.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 8:05 PM UTC
It is not that I
Can't let you go,darling, it's
that I don't want to.
Jun 24, 2013
Jun 24, 2013 at 10:37 AM UTC
Tomorrow,
I tell myself,
I'll be a better person tomorrow,
I will wake up,
And breathe in the morning air,
Delighted and happy,
I will look in the mirror,
Pleased by who I am,
I will walk out the door,
And smile at strangers,
I will spend my days,
In a blissful state,
And my nights,
Floating on my happiness high,
That's what I want tomorrow to be,
But it never is,
Because tomorrow is soon today,
And my plans were just dreams,
Forgotten after waking up to reality,
But still I plan,
To be happy tomorrow.
Jun 8, 2013
Jun 8, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Its easy they tell me,
But that doesn't stop my stutter when asked 'What I would be buying today',
Telling me I'll grow out of it,
Doesn't help,
When I walk home from the shop,
Empty handed,
Because the thought of talking to the cashier scared me away,
Saying I should stop being stupid,
Only makes it worse,
As I lie awake into the early hours of morning,
Ashamed of myself,
For not saying all those things I couldn't say,
And doing all those things I couldn't do,
So you see,
Your words of encouragement,
Aren't really helping,
Are they?
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 1:26 PM UTC
She will sing a dark
song listen and give peace to
those who still suffer.
Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 11:43 AM UTC
I don’t understand,
How you can say ’I love you’ but
Still say,’Goodbye’ too.
Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
Delicate flower,
Growing beneath the sunshine,
Summer is coming.
Jun 2, 2013
Jun 2, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
I have this feeling in my tummy,
Reminds me of those summers,
When the heat of the sun lured me into a game of happiness,
Spending my time with my toes in the sand,
Looking up at the cloudless blue skies,
And feeling invincible,
The hot sun melting away all the worries,
Walking barefeet on the pavement,
Arching my feet,
Protecting my soles from the heat,
The scent of newly cut grass making making me feel at home and welcome,
Late nights with the windows letting in a slight breeze,
Watching an endless stream of movies,
And I have this feeling in my tummy,
Reminding me of those summers,
When I was happy.
May 26, 2013
May 26, 2013 at 4:14 PM UTC
I wrote love on her arms,
Across her body,
Through her veins.
I wrote love on her arms,
To cleanse her,
And soothe her.
I wrote love on her arms,
So she could fill her lungs,
And let out a sigh of relief.
I wrote love on her arms,
To heal her bruises,
And scars.
I wrote love on her arms,
To remind her,
That she's worth it.
I wrote love on her arms,
So she could step away from the precipice,
And take a step closer to me.
I wrote love on her arms,
So she could wear her heart on her sleeve,
And know mine is right there beside hers.
May 25, 2013
May 25, 2013 at 3:10 PM UTC