Cass_idigo13 - Hello Poetry

I think I give a piece of my heart to each one I love I think with each person I connect I undo the stitches of a patch in the quilt I give the patch to another as a sort of surrender I think we all do this In one moment or another An unspoken exchange of patches A patch that says “I trust you with this” A patch that says “I think you need this on your quilt” Each quilt a mosaic of our love

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Dec 15, 2020

Dec 15, 2020 at 6:36 PM UTC

Cass_idigo13

patches of love

I think I give a piece of my heart to each one I love I think with each person I connect I undo the stitches of a patch in the quilt I give the patch to another as a sort of surrender I think we all do this In one moment or another An unspoken exchange of patches A patch that says “I trust you with this” A patch that says “I think you need this on your quilt” Each quilt a mosaic of our love

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I know it’s hard I know how hard it is trying to rekindle the faded flame How your heart breaks with every half hearted grin I know it’s hard I know how hard it is to watch the hesitation in past love How the silence is deafening I know it’s hard I know how hard it is to open your blankets to shaking shoulders and teary eyes How you have to hold the hurting heart I know it’s hard I know it’s hard it is because I’m the one living it

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Dec 15, 2020

Dec 15, 2020 at 6:25 PM UTC

Cass_idigo13

i know

I know it’s hard I know how hard it is trying to rekindle the faded flame How your heart breaks with every half hearted grin I know it’s hard I know how hard it is to watch the hesitation in past love How the silence is deafening I know it’s hard I know how hard it is to open your blankets to shaking shoulders and teary eyes How you have to hold the hurting heart I know it’s hard I know it’s hard it is because I’m the one living it

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Catching glimpse of the spark on the horizon Fireworks always made me nervous Those sea blue eyes can only reveal so much And I shudder at the thought of the deep end I reach for the shore aware it’s nowhere to be found I was never the best at swimming Feeling the soil between my fingernails I know my attempt is futile I’m often teased at my inability to plants alive I’ve also never stopped trying The energy ripples through the air, but no sparks appear in the sky I guess it was a dud

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Dec 2, 2020

Dec 2, 2020 at 5:19 PM UTC

Cass_idigo13

unrequited love

Catching glimpse of the spark on the horizon Fireworks always made me nervous Those sea blue eyes can only reveal so much And I shudder at the thought of the deep end I reach for the shore aware it’s nowhere to be found I was never the best at swimming Feeling the soil between my fingernails I know my attempt is futile I’m often teased at my inability to plants alive I’ve also never stopped trying The energy ripples through the air, but no sparks appear in the sky I guess it was a dud

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What is this feeling? The feeling of being empty, The feeling of lacking emotion, The feeling of not being able to write. It's weird not being able to express myself. The emotions I once felt have left by itself. The words in my head are stuck there but at the same time they're nowhere. I want to write about how I feel for you. but what is there to write when I feel nothing anymore? There's nothing else for me to do. What else is there to write for?

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Cass_idigo13

Jan 16, 2019

Jan 16, 2019 at 11:12 PM UTC

marietta-ginete

Writer's Block

What is this feeling? The feeling of being empty, The feeling of lacking emotion, The feeling of not being able to write. It's weird not being able to express myself. The emotions I once felt have left by itself. The words in my head are stuck there but at the same time they're nowhere. I want to write about how I feel for you. but what is there to write when I feel nothing anymore? There's nothing else for me to do. What else is there to write for?

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They’d waited too long to say “I love you”. 3 words. 3 syllables. Yet they held millions of emotions unspoken. and now that they’d done it, they wouldn’t, couldn’t, stop they told each other all the time, at the end of the argument and before the good news. In the middle of the storm, even though it was hard to see, and after, when the raging winds had settled on a breeze before the rising sun turned the sky pretty colors and after it flickered out and faded away into the dark Underneath the stars that their love had been etched into There was no love until death for them, because it would never stop I love you beyond

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Cass_idigo13

Jan 16, 2019

Jan 16, 2019 at 11:11 PM UTC

moonchildpoetic

i love you

They’d waited too long to say “I love you”. 3 words. 3 syllables. Yet they held millions of emotions unspoken. and now that they’d done it, they wouldn’t, couldn’t, stop they told each other all the time, at the end of the argument and before the good news. In the middle of the storm, even though it was hard to see, and after, when the raging winds had settled on a breeze before the rising sun turned the sky pretty colors and after it flickered out and faded away into the dark Underneath the stars that their love had been etched into There was no love until death for them, because it would never stop I love you beyond

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i have told the story of how you destroyed me so many times and the funny part is that i tell it the same way every time but this last time that i told it it felt different and i have spent a long time thinking you took up more space than you actually did because i dedicated a whole chapter of my life to you and for a while that was the only chapter i was reading but it turns out you were just another paragraph in the story that is my life and my story is my favorite book to read so i won't let you ruin my favorite book for me you barely deserve a page there is no way in hell i'm giving you a chapter

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Cass_idigo13

Sep 18, 2018

Sep 18, 2018 at 7:14 AM UTC

helloitsyellow

you were just another paragraph

i have told the story of how you destroyed me so many times and the funny part is that i tell it the same way every time but this last time that i told it it felt different and i have spent a long time thinking you took up more space than you actually did because i dedicated a whole chapter of my life to you and for a while that was the only chapter i was reading but it turns out you were just another paragraph in the story that is my life and my story is my favorite book to read so i won't let you ruin my favorite book for me you barely deserve a page there is no way in hell i'm giving you a chapter

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"I can see my door, my bed, my window, my chair, and my table. "I can feel my spine against the wall, my feet against the floor, my jaw tightly shut, and my fingernails buried in my arms. "I can hear the wind coming in from the open window, my heartbeat rapidly thumping, and that familiar voice in my head, shouting once again. "I can smell the dampness of the ground outside as the breeze carries it to my room, and the sickly sweet odor from the soap used on my hands. "I can taste my blood spilling from the bite in my lip; my last harsh reminder that I am still alive.

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Cass_idigo13

Sep 11, 2018

Sep 11, 2018 at 12:05 PM UTC

imperfect_words

1-800-273-8255

"I can see my door, my bed, my window, my chair, and my table. "I can feel my spine against the wall, my feet against the floor, my jaw tightly shut, and my fingernails buried in my arms. "I can hear the wind coming in from the open window, my heartbeat rapidly thumping, and that familiar voice in my head, shouting once again. "I can smell the dampness of the ground outside as the breeze carries it to my room, and the sickly sweet odor from the soap used on my hands. "I can taste my blood spilling from the bite in my lip; my last harsh reminder that I am still alive.

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with all this work around me i start to wonder when will i collapse? collapse from the sleepless nights from too much worrying collapse from the hours of homework that fill my days collapse from the procrastination i can't cure myself of collapse from the stress of all my commitments that haven't even started yet collapse from the expectations that nobody has set upon me but from the expectations that i put on myself. collapse from all the love and support from my family and friends because i never thought anyone could care this much about me. i want to scream and shout that this much love in my life is so hard to feel grateful towards when my thoughts are constantly turning and wondering when will i collapse? - a.g.

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Cass_idigo13

Sep 11, 2018

Sep 11, 2018 at 12:03 PM UTC

andromeda_green

when will i collapse

with all this work around me i start to wonder when will i collapse? collapse from the sleepless nights from too much worrying collapse from the hours of homework that fill my days collapse from the procrastination i can't cure myself of collapse from the stress of all my commitments that haven't even started yet collapse from the expectations that nobody has set upon me but from the expectations that i put on myself. collapse from all the love and support from my family and friends because i never thought anyone could care this much about me. i want to scream and shout that this much love in my life is so hard to feel grateful towards when my thoughts are constantly turning and wondering when will i collapse? - a.g.

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