Nothing is certain but entropy and
Momentum licked by my time’s solar flares
Even gravity submits to glassed sand
Only to avoid the light’s many glares
Wild West be damned; why ever go down?
Progress is natural; civilize me!
Deconstruct ‘natural’! Make it my own!
Scrape the sky away until I can’t see…
Nothing haunts me, I’m already adept.
“I like it here! I think I’ll stay! Always…”
Words like always are a worthless aspect
Alexandria wrongfully ablaze
I think these things at the end of my day
Because I’m nearest my home when away
Jul 21, 2022
Jul 21, 2022 at 1:42 PM UTC
The more that I listen the more that I learn
Understanding reaches me through their word
Depict the paradigm I need to earn
I gain my growth honestly, awkwardly
If I keep, thinking, thinking, thinking hard
Chip, chip, chipping away at sanity
Remember repetition lest be barred
From validity past humanity
My friends know all I do (and so much more)
No need for trust when I’m only the host
Nothing will occupy me like this chore
While there’s work to be done, I’ll keep my post
I wonder how disappointed I’ll be
When out a skull I can finally see
Jul 17, 2022
Jul 17, 2022 at 7:20 PM UTC
Wait just a minute, I just remembered
How selectively action is taken
Don't hesitate to see me dismembered
No mind fissure will form; you're not shaken
Remember to recycle the knife, friend
**** a companion to save your planet
You'll be there and to the next life I'm sent
Seems we both have fantasies about it
I died when my body wasn't my own
It left me, now a stranger and a ghost
Immortal, no longer bound to this town
The metaphysical needs a free host
They know I cheated them, cheated my death
One last bowl of lettuce before the hearth
Mar 21, 2022
Mar 21, 2022 at 6:26 AM UTC
I’m thrilled you’ve never been told this before
Less so that you couldn’t figure it out
You are so bland there is nothing to mourn
You’re not human if all you do is pout
I understand now that you are reverb
You are the last conversation you had
With no solid base your life stays splintered
Project onto me then ask why I’m mad
I was the only thing real in your life
Glamorized a red pill only to choke
Say I introduced you to real strife
Karma’s sense of humor made you the joke
I only helped you become more yourself
You’re welcome, enjoy your personal Hell
Nov 5, 2021
Nov 5, 2021 at 10:27 PM UTC
I have apathy you can’t take away
I take my vices with a swig of *****
I can not stand the way comfort will sway
Malcontent has a way of being news
Put a heartbeat into my poetry
See nature reflect my mood back at me
Misunderstandings made clear in the trees
Without surroundings what is there to see?
A certain carelessness in honesty
Lacking empathy but strong in boundaries
Why is being left alone so haughty?
What’s wrong with a bundle of memories?
I wonder, would you go to Hell to save
Someone else from an early, sudden grave?
Sep 8, 2021
Sep 8, 2021 at 8:24 PM UTC
I can’t remember your sunny smile
A fog has covered that part of my mind
It’s a defense against longing while
The tentative threads inside my head wind
Every now and then a gust banishes
The cloud gazing that I do most trite days
Disgruntled when the still fog vanishes
The sun comes again with a gentle graze
But the distance between me and the warmth
Plays tricks on how I see the world around
Steps I take venture your way going forth
Greedy for an alleyway in Old Town
Or a canoe, a car, or even prom
I still feel sixteen although you’ve moved on
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 6:21 PM UTC
I interact with myself constantly
So understandably, it’s exhausting
The voices speak so compassionately
Why would I ever express outwardly?
Empathy tree stump to sit just the one
I stand on this pedestal to view you
My frozen expression needs warmth from sun
Only then can I ask “How do you do?”
Animate mixes poorly with my buzz
The vibrating heartbeat… all I have left
All else is a blank canvas, just because
I’m trapped on stage, all I have is mind set
Leave me alone, I want to be myself
My one care is for what can’t speak itself
Jul 10, 2021
Jul 10, 2021 at 3:19 PM UTC
My heart used to speak volumes to my brain
Sometimes encrypted, but more often clear
A guiding word to keep my from life’s pain
Ship in a bottle, my thoughts it would steer
But slowly and gently, I shut it down
Listening to oneself leads to mistakes
Responsibility denied, I drown
Shortened my own voyage to fractured takes
The heart swells, the blood boils, we submerge
In a repressive emotional void
The only voice I hear is silent surges
I am only a pulse now, but play coy
I should have listened, should have been aware
Once it’s gone, oh, it’s gone, resident snare
Jul 10, 2021
Jul 10, 2021 at 2:31 PM UTC
I’ll relent, this situation is strange
But to understand isn’t difficult
Of each other’s minds we have cage-free range
To doubts about the other we will cull
Alone together, that’s all we will need
Others tend to intervene in our love
We will need solitude for best breeding
I promise, this I can’t be talked out of
Stop crying, this isn’t complicated
Don’t you understand the shade in his heart?!
Be grateful dear, our union is fated
Deliverance demands you do your part
Time passes, to the past you are still drawn
Don’t you realize everyone there is gone?
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 8:25 PM UTC
One more for the starry heavens above
The grace dusted attic is not gated
No thoughts, no prayers, I am not a white dove
The casket was never regulated.
God’s plan? Did you mean amalgamations
Of all mortals’ jagged wills meshed as one?
As below so above--with pretensions
That completion occurs when we are done.
All creation ends, nothing is finished
It all grows… until the epitome
Of anti-climaxes goes unpunished
Pacifist as I am, I’ll go peacefully
Struggle for the end, struggle for more life
There’s a kind of death to both types of strife
Jul 6, 2021
Jul 6, 2021 at 4:34 PM UTC