Twinkle twinkle little star,
How I hate that you are far.
Like a diamond in the sky,
What regret, I could not fly.
So I sold my soul for wings,
And greet whatever Darkness brings...
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 8:49 PM UTC
My blackbox
Your ownlife
That disconnect hidden
Our only freedom
Archy leaning on our shoulders
They told you you were sad
Until you believe them
They fed me cats and cars
I pretend to see them
You fear me I know
It's not special so,
keep your ownlife
I have my blackbox
And we can smile with each other
Because no matter how much fear you have
It means the world to me,
to stop being hated.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 8:38 PM UTC
Lift the bricks
Things must be set right
Incompatible orthos
And they bite
Bite and bite
Their duty
Their hardest
Their darnedest
Paid no heed
i complete the resetting
The pain we each feel would scour millions of them
They cannot grasp the true pain
of making oneself the monster
Mar 17, 2024
Mar 17, 2024 at 6:05 PM UTC
Not the love I thought I’d found,
Cycle-trapped, round and round,
Ego revolts against the carbon-
copies scrape my tongue to sharpen
caustic thoughts to burn away my feels
...
I wish to forget this cage again.
Jan 1, 2024
Jan 1, 2024 at 9:13 AM UTC
All that Natures is not Good
Oft' on minds' lines we've stood
Drawing futures as if we could
Make our pasts more than cindered wood
Jan 1, 2024
Jan 1, 2024 at 9:11 AM UTC
A Focus whence magic once shone
Rainbow beams from beauties sown
Focus shifted by my play of light
Thence shadows made nurture the blight
I am searching (darkness creeping)
I am searching (drowning, choking)
For what? For what…?
Jan 1, 2024
Jan 1, 2024 at 9:10 AM UTC
Twinkle twinkle little star,
How I hate that you are far.
Like a diamond in the sky,
What regret, I could not fly.
So I sold my soul for wings,
And greet whatever darkness brings...
Dec 6, 2023
Dec 6, 2023 at 12:27 PM UTC
Old dreams put away,
thought never to be brought again.
New dreams buoyed up,
with tomorrow's hopes.
New dreams dashed on stone,
on wood or tile or whatelse might.
old dreams brought from dusty cupboards,
drear'd by neglects of time.
Dec 10, 2022
Dec 10, 2022 at 7:05 PM UTC
Unhooks the crook suspending you.
Strings released to throb no more.
Scars, a ruse to twin with the scarrer;
Unwilling to question why they wish to
turn from the chasm, and fill it with refuse.
Shedding off skins for a cushy velour,
surrounding each other with fitful manner
tizzied so terribly at heaping up dues.
Nov 18, 2022
Nov 18, 2022 at 9:39 PM UTC
ImagiNation, FantaSea,
All well known by all to be,
places of adventure and fun and whim,
but another lay at the outer rim.
The greatest Nation,
the deepest Sea,
worth nothing against what awaited me.
DreamState it's called,
(So the voices say)
An untamed place,
of monstrous display.
No proof more is needed,
than to flounder in there,
that logic is a system,
not law nor fair.
A system we made,
one that makes sense to our senses,
It works well enough,
When we tend to our fences.
But in there i'm lost,
all my preparations mean naught.
My intentions a joke,
like an insult i'm tossed.
Decades of failure,
every way not mine,
i waste my time,
trying to find
a fix on the inside,
so i'd 'Do Better' without.
But those within,
have greater clout.
i conceit i'm their god,
and in Dreams They revenge;
what could i expect,
when my (e)motions depend
on drugs uncontrolled
by state or by temperance.
to myself I make shackled,
but i shun that remembrance.
Dec 15, 2021
Dec 15, 2021 at 9:40 PM UTC