My life has become a dull, throbbing decline into decay
With every pulse the lifeblood runs thicker and thicker
It'll have to stop flowing some time...
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 10:00 AM UTC
Lately I've been feeling disconnected from life
I feel caged within myself
My senses are dulled
and my mind is numb.
Am I asleep?
I feel the need to wake up
but I'm afraid that if I do, the nightmare will start again.
Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 5:31 AM UTC
When posed the question:
"What do you want out of life"
I reply
"Life forced me to be here, all I want from life is death"
Apr 26, 2015
Apr 26, 2015 at 3:55 PM UTC
I painted a picture today
using only red and white
The wall covered behind me
such a pretty sight
With a flick of my finger
I made the portrait appear
Now that I've lost my mind
I have nothing left to fear
Apr 14, 2015
Apr 14, 2015 at 10:37 AM UTC
Apollyon will destroy
your mantras with the truth.
Be without fear
for all of humanity shall perish
in it's own denial
Fear not judgement
Fear not prosecution
All sheep will be herded
off the cliffs of stupidity
and burn in the fires of their intolerance
May they see the light
and be free one day.
Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 7:28 AM UTC
In the darkest of shadows
I crawl through the thorns
trying to find my way back to sanity
My feeble screams cannot be heard by anyone
I am alone in my torment
broken and alone
Fading from existence I try to get a grip
on the meaning of this pain
I cannot find my way...
Mar 28, 2015
Mar 28, 2015 at 11:47 AM UTC
As the summer rain came pouring down
I found myself longing for the coldness of your winter
Deeply entrenched in the freezing depths of your unforgiving love
I am alone now
But the warm summer rains will keep me alive
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 2:01 AM UTC
I am here to see you burn
to see you choke on my pain
to make you see my broken body
Regret blinds you
as my vengeance finds you
Buried beneath a heap of torment
you suffocate as I laugh
Too bad you killed me
Now these are just wild fantasies
Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 1:58 PM UTC
As darkness unfolds beneath my feet
I fall into the void
A cold chill engulfs my being
I am all alone
As I fall I see a light
It flies past me too quick to catch
It disappears
I am all alone.
Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 1:41 PM UTC
i don't know what the hell
is wrong with me
it's been months since ive taken a pill
or consumed enough alcohol
to make myself sick
and yet here i am wishing for both
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 8:09 AM UTC