It wasn't even a week
One day
Two days
Three days
Four days and now you're the happiest you've been
Did you forget about the 601 days 22 hours 7 minutes and 14 seconds?
Did you forget what we shared?
Or did I imagine it?
Who knows
Maybe you didn't love me
But I love you
Yesterday
Today
Tomorrow
Forever
Apr 15, 2019
Apr 15, 2019 at 11:23 AM UTC
I can't do it
I can't fight them
I can't continue a war
Which I was born to lose
I can't just submit
I can't handle all this mayhem
I can't continue to spar
And deal with this abuse
But you can't argue with your parents
Even when they weren't there till 5
Said you're a waste of space
Given you many reason to die
And the means to try
8 times
Because they will say
They are the parents
So they can do what they want
And I'm are forced to stay
Because I'm are the kid
I don't know what's right and wrong
I'm not ready for the "real world"
So I dream of the day when I can leave
And the day when I never come back
But sadly
I still have
1 year
101 days
18 hours
57 minutes
40 seconds
Left
In
Hell
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 9:21 PM UTC
2017 for me was unforgettable
And it was practically indescribable
But yet not in a good way
I lost friends day by day
I lost someone I loved
Someone who taught me to see past the mud
However those I put on a shelf
Because in 2017 I lost myself
I lost touch with reality
I felt like there was no gravity
But yet there was a light at the end of the tunnel
I found someone amazingly beautiful
I found someone who to me means world
I found someone who I cannot bore
Someone who showed me myself
She gave me reasons to want to cope
She I realize is my hope
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 11:09 AM UTC
I see the sea
And you see the sea
So we see the sea
But does the sea see the sea
Does the sea see the sea like we see the sea
Or does the sea see the see in a secret way
Would the sea see the sea as we see ourselves
Or does the sea see us as we see each other
But how would the sea see us as we see someone else
When we see someone else in a special way
Not two single things see someone the same way
So how do we see someone else
Do we see someone as we secretly seek to see ourselves
Or do we see something in someone we shutout
So we don't see something similar in ourselves
Somehow we still see some people separately
When sometimes what we see is inseparable
So maybe somehow the sea sees someone
As someone they are supposed to seem
Someone they are supposed to be
Maybe we are all wrong
And just maybe the
Sea sees us
Separate but
Special
Mar 13, 2018
Mar 13, 2018 at 11:47 AM UTC
There is a spark to every flame that we make
A beautiful flower grows for every seed we plant
Stars are made from only two different elements
One tiny ripple can start a wave
A phoenix is born from ashes
But these are small
Because a smile
Can save
Lives
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC
Sometimes we think we know people
But when it boils down to it
People are people
So we must decide what to permit
Why do we give up
Why do we give in
Why do we begin
When it might break up
Is it because we are human
Is it because we are people
But the answer will eternally be hidden
Because people will only ever be people
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 5:00 PM UTC
Beautiful is a word used to describe you
Except it's something I only tell a very few
Amazingly I find myself with you on my mind
Understand that you are one of a kind
This is something you always seem to refuse
I however, don't understand and am always confused
For I think that the world spins only for you
Unknown to many the beauty I always knew
Lives inside you and waits for someone to say I love you
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 12:44 PM UTC
It's just something stupid I do
Something that I assume is out of view
Every time I get really depressed
And sometimes when I get a little stressed
I put a little mark on my arm
A mark that represents self-harm
It's nothing permanent it's only a highlighter
But sometimes it does represent my old lighter
However occasionally it's my old scissor
In a way it's kinda like my own armor
To keep me away from something I used to do
But I swear its only two
Dozen
Okay maybe I lied but it's only a few
Hundred
Fine it might be more than that
But there's no reason for us to have a chat
I have a therapist
So you don't have to get ******
I promise I'm still getting better
It's not like I'm using an old dagger
Or a rusty knife
And hey I haven't taken my own life
I swear no matter what I'll be okay
I can keep the depression at bay
Yes I'm still taking my meds
No I'm not going to tell those boneheads
There's no reason my parent's need to know
It's not like they would give a
Oh
You think I'm being shallow
Well that doesn't matter anyway
It's not like you will want to stay
No one does so don't feel bad
Wait
Why are you getting mad
All I said was what I do
Something that was kept out of view
Dec 8, 2017
Dec 8, 2017 at 11:18 AM UTC
Do you love me
Like I thought you did
I wonder if you want to be free
As I cry with closed eyelids
Can I simply let it all end
Why must I continue to bend
Why must I live with all these terrible things
Why must I live while it continues to sting
Can I stop crying myself to sleep
Please I promise I'll make any leap
I don't want you to leave
So don't make me start to grieve
I swear no matter what I won't let you go
As long as there's hope of our tomorrow
Dec 4, 2017
Dec 4, 2017 at 5:16 PM UTC
I am in extreme panic
And my mind is going a little frantic
I don't know what to do
When I am unbearably blue
My girlfriend decided to go home
She says nothing is wrong
But then she won't respond after that
Until she decided to have a chat
She has me panicked badly
Just by saying she so sorry
But now she won't respond
And so in panic I decided to call her mom
So now I'm sure she will probably hate me
But I understand if it's the way it has to be
But I am crying in the middle of class
Hoping she doesn't slit her wrist with some glass
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 11:07 AM UTC