I wish I was away from you,
Wish I was stronger than you
I wish I never depended on you.
But most of all,
I wish I never needed you.
Sep 23, 2020
Sep 23, 2020 at 8:13 PM UTC
It takes only a small while to lose a moment
Or create one.
A minute or few,
A second
A breath
Is all it takes to lose that moment.
To lose everything you worked for
That kiss, that stare, that talk
It should have meant something because you had a moment there.
For a moment,
You connected.
Sep 25, 2019
Sep 25, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
You were the first person I ever felt something for.
I felt happy,
Felt loved,
Well almost.
But by the end I figured out that you could never love me,
And no one else can.
You ruined me for anyone else,
You ruined my trust,
Burned up my chest,
And now my heart hurts.
Aug 21, 2019
Aug 21, 2019 at 4:55 PM UTC
My memories take over my mind.
They torture me like depression,
Eating me alive.
Why can't I get away from these memories?
Why can't I just let it slide?
Why can't I stop the flashbacks?
Flashbacks that keep eating me alive.
I want it all to disappear inside a box
A box that I will never open again,
And maybe then I'll finally win.
Aug 21, 2019
Aug 21, 2019 at 4:53 PM UTC
It's never gone anywhere,
In fact it's everywhere.
Deep down,
If you look hard enough,
It lingers inside her head,
The feeling of rejection.
She's consumed with so much dread
That it follows her like the color red
She tries to hide it,
Not wanting anyone to come near.
She may not want you here,
You're her greatest fear.
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 1:55 PM UTC
She said I love you
But that was only once
She never said it to me again
And so I never experienced love again
I didn't know what it was anymore
Her love became invisible at all angles
She needed to hurt me to show how much she cared
Her love became something to keep me in line
She began to control me
The light dulled continually in my eyes
Tension crawled all over my body
The bags under my eyes got deeper
They turned darker as my eyes swelled up
Eyes that couldn't open since she kept me black and blue
Saying I would never change
Telling me that I'm no good
Saying I'll never be like you
But truth be told,
I never wanted to be you
In fact, I want nothing to do with you.
Love is not abuse
May 19, 2019
May 19, 2019 at 5:23 PM UTC
It's okay really it is,
Or maybe it isn't.
As you point out all my flaws especially in my **** face.
You pull at my cheeks and my chubby chin,
I really just hate it.
I don't care if you say that my chubby cheeks are cute,
Because it's not,
They're ugly.
And what gives you the right to point out my **** acne to me every single day.
Should I point out your bad skin?
And how it looks freakish in certain areas.
Don't even think about judging me on the way I eat.
Take a good look at your own self,
Cause I sure as hell know all my insecurities.
Do you even know yours?
Or do you want me to point them out for you every single day like you do mines?
Be careful about what you say on regards to my own body,
Because remember I've seen yours too.
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 7:26 PM UTC
When you pushed me away I really felt it.
I felt like I couldn't breathe.
You were nice to everyone else but me.
I couldn't understand!
How could you be mad at me for being myself?
I'm asexual and aromantic.
You're ****** and romantic.
How can we be together?
Easy, we just weren't
©
Mar 19, 2017
Mar 19, 2017 at 9:11 AM UTC
Someone told me that you weren't good enough for me, and they told me that you'd use me.
Too bad I didn't listen.
Everything to you was fake, while everything to me was real.
You sent me flying, so hard that it took me months to get back up.
Whenever I see you I just want to disappear.
Or better yet, I want you to just vanish from my mind & existence.
©
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 8:40 PM UTC
Your kisses were like a dark spell.
Yes, that is exactly what you possessed, dark magic.
You're definitely dangerous to my heart.
You have lured me into one of your traps.
You wouldn’t let me stop kissing you.
You always pulled me back in.
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 12:11 PM UTC