Brokenandbruised - Hello Poetry

Why do I do this You hurt me so badly But I always seem to go back to you I always try to talk to you You barely notice me at school It is unbearable the amount of tension We share many memories in that one night I lust for you, I see you do too Why can't we be together once more? I just wish I could be yours once again What happened? You pushed me out and away Not talking, talking I just want to be your friend at the least I am here for you always I think I love you.

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Oct 9, 2014

Oct 9, 2014 at 11:42 PM UTC

Why do I do this to myself

Why do I do this You hurt me so badly But I always seem to go back to you I always try to talk to you You barely notice me at school It is unbearable the amount of tension We share many memories in that one night I lust for you, I see you do too Why can't we be together once more? I just wish I could be yours once again What happened? You pushed me out and away Not talking, talking I just want to be your friend at the least I am here for you always I think I love you.

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How do things get so much better I let my guard down. I thought it could stay better I forgot all the bad things that have ever happened I shouldn't have done that Things always get worse It was all too good to be true I gave up on my happy ending I don't deserve life I can take it way Who would care Things are so bad Could I actually do it? Drown? Overdose? Knife? Jump? When could I get away I have friends I know they care Even though they are Never there I feel so alone Un loved, unwanted A disappointment I can't live up to my expectations So much potential I can't see inside me They say I could do so much I don't believe T H I S I S G O O D B Y E

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Sep 8, 2014

Sep 8, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC

Untitled

How do things get so much better I let my guard down. I thought it could stay better I forgot all the bad things that have ever happened I shouldn't have done that Things always get worse It was all too good to be true I gave up on my happy ending I don't deserve life I can take it way Who would care Things are so bad Could I actually do it? Drown? Overdose? Knife? Jump? When could I get away I have friends I know they care Even though they are Never there I feel so alone Un loved, unwanted A disappointment I can't live up to my expectations So much potential I can't see inside me They say I could do so much I don't believe T H I S I S G O O D B Y E

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The only freedom we have is the unconditional love we have to give and the painful confessions we offer to the blank page, there is no judge but our conscience and the earnestness of our hearts.

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May 28, 2014

May 28, 2014 at 3:20 PM UTC

A moment of clarity

The only freedom we have is the unconditional love we have to give and the painful confessions we offer to the blank page, there is no judge but our conscience and the earnestness of our hearts.

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Laying all alone in this dark, empty room No one home, no one there Listening to sad songs Just a child, having to grow up The tissues pile up around me The tears pour out my eyes I try to put on a smile But my eyes give me away My eyes weary, and tired Tears cascade like a waterfall The sheets cold around my body Longing for warmth and love All alone in a sad, cold room Lonely nights with no one there The blankets provide no comfort Your smell still lingers I can taste you, feel you, hear you I want you, I need you You're gone All alone in a dark, depressed room These sad words haunt me These sad tears hurt me You're voice, our memories **** me No one is there to hold me

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Mar 16, 2014

Mar 16, 2014 at 4:08 AM UTC

Dark and Cold

Laying all alone in this dark, empty room No one home, no one there Listening to sad songs Just a child, having to grow up The tissues pile up around me The tears pour out my eyes I try to put on a smile But my eyes give me away My eyes weary, and tired Tears cascade like a waterfall The sheets cold around my body Longing for warmth and love All alone in a sad, cold room Lonely nights with no one there The blankets provide no comfort Your smell still lingers I can taste you, feel you, hear you I want you, I need you You're gone All alone in a dark, depressed room These sad words haunt me These sad tears hurt me You're voice, our memories **** me No one is there to hold me

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So cold inside. So bitter, and ridged Who stole your love away Your heart is barely beating My heart cries out for your love But there is none left I cry out for any love So cold, so bitter, so sad Life looks bleak Is there a point Who will be there Who will save me

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Mar 10, 2014

Mar 10, 2014 at 11:10 PM UTC

No love

So cold inside. So bitter, and ridged Who stole your love away Your heart is barely beating My heart cries out for your love But there is none left I cry out for any love So cold, so bitter, so sad Life looks bleak Is there a point Who will be there Who will save me

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day and night you push and pull me down you push me away you pull me down, down to the ground you weigh me down day and night i feel hurt, and abused you put a whole in my heart You keep coming back but i disappear I'm gone

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Mar 10, 2014

Mar 10, 2014 at 11:07 PM UTC

Day and Night

day and night you push and pull me down you push me away you pull me down, down to the ground you weigh me down day and night i feel hurt, and abused you put a whole in my heart You keep coming back but i disappear I'm gone

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So much has changed since childhood No more kisses goodnight No more night lights No more mommy and daddy No more tucks into bed No more "don't let the bed bugs bite" No more XOXOs, or "I love you" No more "see ya later alligator" No more hugs, or kisses Still afraid Afraid of the dark. Still needing the night light To keep me lite, and bright with innocence Afraid of the monsters under the bed All the innocence is gone Still there are monsters Except they are mine All alone Still with monsters My own monsters, that haunt and terrorize me All alone Surrounded by monsters Some my own Most are the people is the world Where is the light, That keeps burning bright That keeps my innocence alive I need that night light back Before my light goes completely out

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Mar 4, 2014

Mar 4, 2014 at 12:52 AM UTC

Childhood Monsters

So much has changed since childhood No more kisses goodnight No more night lights No more mommy and daddy No more tucks into bed No more "don't let the bed bugs bite" No more XOXOs, or "I love you" No more "see ya later alligator" No more hugs, or kisses Still afraid Afraid of the dark. Still needing the night light To keep me lite, and bright with innocence Afraid of the monsters under the bed All the innocence is gone Still there are monsters Except they are mine All alone Still with monsters My own monsters, that haunt and terrorize me All alone Surrounded by monsters Some my own Most are the people is the world Where is the light, That keeps burning bright That keeps my innocence alive I need that night light back Before my light goes completely out

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my tears clear, but salty showing my sadness showing my emotions my fears, my anger, my hurt my tears show the way to my heart the window to my soul, to my heart, i shed these tears Are you ever gonna listen Listen to these tears The tears I cry at night LISTEN before I'm G O N E

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Feb 27, 2014

Feb 27, 2014 at 1:29 PM UTC

Listen to the tears

my tears clear, but salty showing my sadness showing my emotions my fears, my anger, my hurt my tears show the way to my heart the window to my soul, to my heart, i shed these tears Are you ever gonna listen Listen to these tears The tears I cry at night LISTEN before I'm G O N E

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i just wanna run hide away don't try to chase me down i know you don't care I'm sick of feeling cheap cheated and abused i just wanna run hide and wait my emotions can't take it anymore my heart hurts now i'm throwing you away all these memories are in the past you chased me away

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Feb 27, 2014

Feb 27, 2014 at 1:26 PM UTC

Run, run, run far away

i just wanna run hide away don't try to chase me down i know you don't care I'm sick of feeling cheap cheated and abused i just wanna run hide and wait my emotions can't take it anymore my heart hurts now i'm throwing you away all these memories are in the past you chased me away

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freeing, salty tears i cry taste like the ocean haunting when will i be set free the ocean contains my tears salty, bitter, cold haunting me set me free

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Feb 25, 2014

Feb 25, 2014 at 11:51 AM UTC

ocean

freeing, salty tears i cry taste like the ocean haunting when will i be set free the ocean contains my tears salty, bitter, cold haunting me set me free

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