Broken-Hearted
I am old enough. I have 3 dogs, A wolf hybrid, jack russell terrier, and a chocolate lab. My friends think I am ok because I talk about good times, but the thing is... The stories i tell happened years ago, But i tell them it happened recently. My good times ended years ago...
"How are you today?"
"I'm Fine."
Please help me, im not fine....
** "You look kind of sick"**
"I'm just tired."
tired of not being good enough, tired of nobody helping, tired of feeling worthless every day. Tired of nobody caring, tired of people facing, tired of being left out, tired of being abandoned, tired of being saved in the back, but most of all... Tired of life.
But you don't care so don't worry about it.
Jul 12, 2015
Jul 12, 2015 at 3:54 PM UTC
Maybe One Day
I can be what you need
Maybe one day
I can be what you want
Maybe One Day
I can be skinny
Maybe One Day
I can be perfect
Maybe One Day
I'll be all that you want
But What If That Day
I am With Someone Else?
Sep 27, 2014
Sep 27, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC
My heart burns
My words turn
My arms bleed
My eyes plead
I cry
I try
Oh how I tried
to keep my pride
But my heart sank,
My eyes blank
My body cold
my blood old
My death was sad
My friends mad
I died of a broken heart,
guess that wasn't smart
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
When I first saw you
I couldn't help but smile.
I wanted to be your friend
But now I see
Now I am older
and I've heard things
That you are going behind my back
spreading stupid sh!t
You called me fake
You laughed in my face
You stabbed me in the back
and said you never liked me.
But you know what?
I dont care.
I honestly tried.
Guess im to boss for you b!tch
Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 9:35 PM UTC
Every felt like the world is caving in on you?
Like there's no where to go anymore?
Like you're being kicked out?
Don't freight my little angel,
For I am Unwanted too
I am the 5th wheel
So I'm not even on the wagon
I was kicked out
By my best friend
Every felt like crying?
Or even like dying?
Don't freight my little Angel
For we are both Unwanted
But don't be sad
Dont be mad
We are alike
So unwanted, so lets be friends :)
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 9:26 PM UTC
You said Forever
But said we were over
You said you promise
But you lied
You stopped Trying
I was still trying
You were flirting
I was hurting
You were smiling
I was dying
You said you loved me
I knew you were lying
Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 4:14 PM UTC
I have many faces.
The most commonly known one
would be my smile.
I wish I could just tell you
It's only a mask
But It isn't that easy
It's hard in fact.
For if one person found out
I would be caught.
I tell myself everyday
"Wear a smile, not a frown"
I realize now
That I am always down.
I have my reasons
But you shouldn't worry
I'll be coming back tomorrow
Wearing a smile
Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 4:03 PM UTC
I looked into my mirror.
My reflection looked back at me.
I put on my make-up
But my reflection did not.
I smiled at myself.
My reflection wore a frown.
I covered up my scars.
My reflection revealed them.
I laughed at my self.
I told myself I was pretty.
My reflection cried.
And said I was ugly.
I left my mirror that day.
And went to school.
For I was now scarred...
That My Mirror might spill the truth.
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 1:30 PM UTC
I lost my best friend today.
She said she was done
And to go away.
She was then Gone.
I lost my best friend today
She said forever...
But forever also says Over.
I love her.
I counted on her to be there
I was wrong....
Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 8:32 PM UTC
I thought he loves me.
He doesn't.
I though he cared about me.
He doesn't.
Ever since I met her, nothings gone right.
I was to blind to see.
She was in my sight.
All along, I never knew,
She'd be the one....
That makes Nothing Go Right.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC