I want you
And i want to know you want me too
All i ask for
All i need
That piece of mind
Some room to breath
I want you
I want to be there for the ride
I want to watch you grow and fly
all ill ask you
And all i say
Please say you want me in some way.
In my dreams we travel wide
I always find you by my side
I quite enjoy your company
I would like it for my journey.
I want to know if you want me
And if you like my company
if you dont then thats ok
i still would like you any way.
I want you to be there with me
I want to take your hand with glee
Set our paths both far and wide
we could take the world in stride.
I want to know if you want me
And if you like my company
I want you too
I swear its true
I want to be alone with you
I want to shake the world with you.
id like to spend some time with you.
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 5:42 PM UTC
I dont know what i could do
To help me start loveing you
Step 1
Step 2
Step 3
I laugh so hard
They all stop to look at me
In an atept to help
One hands be a book
Another a movie
At last a panflit
To teach me pationce
Untill god gifts me a husband
I drop them in the trash drown the block in a lump.
Pour my coffie on it and refuse to be told.
I want to love you like new
I want to love you our way
And no one elses
And to find out what that means.
Loveing like childeren
Living like lovers
Under the covers
Ok so sir elton john gets to have a say.
But i admit, i trust his opinoins more than those of gods and men.
Mar 21, 2015
Mar 21, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
I am
listening to Save Feris.
I am
drinking wine from a Frappechino bottle.
Said wine,
is called Carnivor.
Heavy,
Biting,
Cheap.
I am
dressed in army pants
and my older brothers chopped up
childhood HD sweater.
Black leather boots, tight.
Pants bloused above.
I
did laundry today.
I cleaned the kitchen
and did the dishes.
I did the shopping
and
took out the trash....
It is winter
and it has finally snowed,
bitter cold.
Been mild so far.
Been,
tense
so far.
Healing
and
moving
Healing
and
moving
I dress for my battles.
I dress for chicago.
prepare for......
everthing.
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 6:51 PM UTC
You kiss the back of my neck,
as we curl up to sleep.
This was never part of the agreement
(not that i dont like it) and
i know you were drunk and
dont mean it.
I'm not usto it
just not shure how to take it.
When i feel your eyelashes on my hair
I consiter it,
but i don't.
Sometimes you suggest that i take other men home,
i consiter it,
But i dont.
It's not that i have only eyes for you
Dear.
It's just that no one else catches my eye.
Knock it off.
Callm your **** down.
Don't be getting all
sent-a-ment-al.
Company is company and
company is nice.
If you get your pantys in a twist
it might ruin the whole night.
so lets just enjoy it
i like you
you seem like a decent sorta guy
I know that im awkward,
and ********
But i think you kinda are too.
Also,
i dont mean anything by it
when i dont **** your ****
Tts just a tick.
And dont you worry,
ill get over it.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 3:16 PM UTC
To wrap you up inside my skin
To feel that aching deep within i want you
I want
You
When times are troubled and im tired
Im all mixed up and hot like wire
I want you
I want you
A bed so empty and so small
A silence i cant stand at all
I want you
I want you
To breath and sigh and stretch and yawn
To slide my hand across your arm
I want you
I want you
Bodys tangled side by side
press my warmth against your thigh
I want you
I want you
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 8:03 PM UTC
You really seem quite nice
and your brain is just my size
and I tell ya man im not an easy fit
id love to have a chat
pick your brain about
this and that
no better way to possibly spend my time
but when I get to talking
theres this voice that comes a mocking
and I find my self in a war with my words
and im shuddering
and im stopping
and im wishing that I could just find
that perfect and clear combination of words and sounds
a conversation
some discourse
a verbal interaction
its and itch thats needed scratching
for some time
I just wish I could give it a try
see iv been running around in circles
pushing boundaries
stepping backwards
even gnawed my foot down to the bone
communication at its finest
effortlessness interaction
the kind were we can see each other new
iv love to get to know you
iv got lots of things to show you
but im choking
and im gasping
purely willing my self to spit out
that perfect and clear combination of words and sounds
a conversation
some discourse
a verbal interaction
its and itch thats needed scratching
for some time
but I never can get it quite right.
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 7:47 PM UTC
iv been giving up
and feeling tired
from all this
wadeing into my past for answers
But, Im getting really ******* sick of the why.
And the how.
And I need to feel the now.
been hiding out like a *****
keep your
self out of the equation
lest I spread this plauge
of sadness and shame
I look my self in the face and say
'Do it, or die. These are your options'
Strangely it gives me strength
to ask my self if I really want to die.
And if the answer is no well,
"Buck it the **** up honey and get it done."
I wanna be stronger now
I wanna me meaner now
I wanna be all those girl bands I
tirelessly hunted down
I had dreams and a drive once
I can have them again
just watch me try to stop me
Mar 12, 2014
Mar 12, 2014 at 7:32 PM UTC
I am an anarchist
a feminist
an abolitionist
I am out spoken
I am afrade
I stew in the messes that I have made
I am cynical
I am cautions
I am a pessimist
I am nauseous
I am unorganized
I am unwilling
and these clothes are all ill fitting
I am crude, rude, lude
and am in the most terrible mood
I am depressed
I am a mess
I dont think I could hate my self less
I am free
I am caged
I present my self on stage
I care
I am aware
I lack lengths of hair
I sing
and I shout
but in nothing particular about
I write poems on occasion
but never anything to amazin'
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 4:07 PM UTC
I could decide to start a revolution using only my voice
All it takes is the will to make it happen,
Darby Crash didn't realize or maybe he did
The moments
The oneness
A feeling he couldn't sustain
A high he couldn't maintain
Such a need for closeness it can never be filled
To go on in a life of solitude and anonymity
To live out your days growing farther and farther away from that feeling
To create something so intangibly wonderful
To be the entertainer
The light bringer
The hope giver
The mind clearer
The sole bursting
Something that carries on in the heart of man
Bigger than your self
So big it fills the hearts and holes of many
Bearing your scars with it reflected back at you
As an act of strength
I
Know
What its like
Out there
But
In here
We are whole
We are perfect
Our eyelashes catch our sweat
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 3:48 PM UTC
Just hold on a minute
Just calm down a second
There some questions I've been meaning to ask you.
If you can just quiet
Just for one minuet
Theres some things i have been dieing to tell you
When your face gets so red and
The words just keep flowing
Closer and closer
Volume growing and growing.
Don't shut me out now
Please don't interrupt me
If i don't get this out out
the pain will just keep growing
When the room gets to bright
All snarling teeth and fright
When the temperature rockets
Back to wall hands in pockets
Trembling crouching.
Please don't get angry
I need you to know this
It hurts you i know
But iv needed to show you this
When I'm crying so hard
When I'm chocking up spit
When I'm sobbing and begging
Telling you to quit
When there's a barricade on the door
When the pounding is so loud
When there's dents in the wood
When i hate being alone
Just one more question. Honestly, please, in these moments
do you think i feel you love me?
Dec 3, 2012
Dec 3, 2012 at 12:25 AM UTC